My creative-visualization-journal
username: MrJT
password: crazybatperson
(username and password created by valiumbitch 04-20-2004)
ME!
9am
JC gave me a journal code last night. He also seems to have made my journal pink. Ahahahahaha (observe: sarcastic laughter), he's such a funny man. Grrr, I WILL be able to change it to more manly colors without asking him for any help. I just haven't been able to do it yet, but I will.
Anyway, I've always wanted a place to gather all my creative ideas and be able to organize them into something like a plan for my future music career. JC must have guessed that because he offered me this journal and said its exactly what he uses his for. Though he said I had to start with answering some questions he gave me. Apparently it's something all people with journals do in their first entry. So here's JC's list of questions and my answers...
Name: Justin Randal Rudolph (shhh - nobody knows) Timberlake
Age: 23
Location: At the moment Vancouver film studio
Status: As of a few days ago only dating Chris Kirkpatrick
Loves: Mom, my family, Chris, JC, Joey, Trace, and I guess Lance
Hates: Spiders. I don't so much hate them as I just don't want them on me. But Chris says I have arachnophobia which means I'm scared of spiders which I'm NOT
Hates part 2 (please name a person this time): I don't hate any living person. Hate is a negative word and I always strive to only surround myself with positive things and positive words.
Yeah? What about that guy on that messageboard that called you "tiny"? *gnashes teeth*
I know you won't answer that one. Give me another name instead: Well, I wasn't exactly fond of you when the whole oops-I-accidentally-married-your-boyfriend thing happened.
Oh. (wow, he really can read my mind).
So is Chris into any kinky stuff? Chris and I happen to have a very deep and meaningful connection. We've been best friends for a long time and when we make love it's always very special. It's especiallly special now after I broke up with my long-term girlfriend. And I'm NOT into water-sports.
Does Chris give good head? Is the pope catholic? hehehehe. Hmm, actually, I'm a bit too big for him to deep-throat, but it's still damn good.
Fuck. off. (he's doing it again!)
Hmm. He seems to have given me ten more questions and they're all about Chris. Odd.
11.15pm
Journal still hopelessly pink. JC sucks.
2pm
Gave up on color-changing for now. Oh, what does it matter, it's not like anyone's gonna see it. Not like I'm gonna be known as the boy with the Pink Journal.
I will creatively visualize a place where the pink does not bother me at all.
11.30pm
So I've decided the color on my journal is not important. What's important is what I fill it with. I wanted to get started on writing down ideas for songs but I seem to be very uninspired at the moment.
Had a phone conversation with Chris earlier tonight. Not sure what went wrong:
Chris: Are you sure you want to break it off with Cam for me?
Me: Yes of course I'm sure.
Chris: Okay, cause you know that you might be turning down stuff you'll want later.
Me: Like what?
Chris: like family and kids and...stuff.
Me: We can have kids.
Chris: Well, yeah, but not, like, not the same way...
Me: We could always ask our family for help.
Chris: (half jokingly, half threatingly) What, you wanna sleep with one of my sisters, Timberlake?
Me: No, I thought you'd be the one to...
Chris: You don't have any sisters.
Me: Well...
Chris: Please don't say what I think you're gonna say!
Me: I bet mom wouldn't say no. She's done it before.
Chris: (strange, strangled voice) S-slept with your lovers?
Me: No, silly, given birth of course.
Chris: Justin...eh, it's not gonna happen.
Me: What? Why not? I mean, she's attractive, right?
Chris: Justin, I'm NOT HAVING SEX WITH YOUR MOTHER!
Me: Well, I would be there too, of course.
Chris: (choking sounds) No, definitely not, we're adopting like normal people! God!
Hmm, I guess it was way too soon to start talking about having kids, even though he is the one who brought it up in the first place.
Anyway, I have to stop for now. I'll start writing more about the music and creative stuff in this journal tomorrow.
JT
password: crazybatperson
(username and password created by valiumbitch 04-20-2004)
ME!
9am
JC gave me a journal code last night. He also seems to have made my journal pink. Ahahahahaha (observe: sarcastic laughter), he's such a funny man. Grrr, I WILL be able to change it to more manly colors without asking him for any help. I just haven't been able to do it yet, but I will.
Anyway, I've always wanted a place to gather all my creative ideas and be able to organize them into something like a plan for my future music career. JC must have guessed that because he offered me this journal and said its exactly what he uses his for. Though he said I had to start with answering some questions he gave me. Apparently it's something all people with journals do in their first entry. So here's JC's list of questions and my answers...
Name: Justin Randal Rudolph (shhh - nobody knows) Timberlake
Age: 23
Location: At the moment Vancouver film studio
Status: As of a few days ago only dating Chris Kirkpatrick
Loves: Mom, my family, Chris, JC, Joey, Trace, and I guess Lance
Hates: Spiders. I don't so much hate them as I just don't want them on me. But Chris says I have arachnophobia which means I'm scared of spiders which I'm NOT
Hates part 2 (please name a person this time): I don't hate any living person. Hate is a negative word and I always strive to only surround myself with positive things and positive words.
Yeah? What about that guy on that messageboard that called you "tiny"? *gnashes teeth*
I know you won't answer that one. Give me another name instead: Well, I wasn't exactly fond of you when the whole oops-I-accidentally-married-your-boyfriend thing happened.
Oh. (wow, he really can read my mind).
So is Chris into any kinky stuff? Chris and I happen to have a very deep and meaningful connection. We've been best friends for a long time and when we make love it's always very special. It's especiallly special now after I broke up with my long-term girlfriend. And I'm NOT into water-sports.
Does Chris give good head? Is the pope catholic? hehehehe. Hmm, actually, I'm a bit too big for him to deep-throat, but it's still damn good.
Fuck. off. (he's doing it again!)
Hmm. He seems to have given me ten more questions and they're all about Chris. Odd.
11.15pm
Journal still hopelessly pink. JC sucks.
2pm
Gave up on color-changing for now. Oh, what does it matter, it's not like anyone's gonna see it. Not like I'm gonna be known as the boy with the Pink Journal.
I will creatively visualize a place where the pink does not bother me at all.
11.30pm
So I've decided the color on my journal is not important. What's important is what I fill it with. I wanted to get started on writing down ideas for songs but I seem to be very uninspired at the moment.
Had a phone conversation with Chris earlier tonight. Not sure what went wrong:
Chris: Are you sure you want to break it off with Cam for me?
Me: Yes of course I'm sure.
Chris: Okay, cause you know that you might be turning down stuff you'll want later.
Me: Like what?
Chris: like family and kids and...stuff.
Me: We can have kids.
Chris: Well, yeah, but not, like, not the same way...
Me: We could always ask our family for help.
Chris: (half jokingly, half threatingly) What, you wanna sleep with one of my sisters, Timberlake?
Me: No, I thought you'd be the one to...
Chris: You don't have any sisters.
Me: Well...
Chris: Please don't say what I think you're gonna say!
Me: I bet mom wouldn't say no. She's done it before.
Chris: (strange, strangled voice) S-slept with your lovers?
Me: No, silly, given birth of course.
Chris: Justin...eh, it's not gonna happen.
Me: What? Why not? I mean, she's attractive, right?
Chris: Justin, I'm NOT HAVING SEX WITH YOUR MOTHER!
Me: Well, I would be there too, of course.
Chris: (choking sounds) No, definitely not, we're adopting like normal people! God!
Hmm, I guess it was way too soon to start talking about having kids, even though he is the one who brought it up in the first place.
Anyway, I have to stop for now. I'll start writing more about the music and creative stuff in this journal tomorrow.
JT