my computer screen is sideways.
and my neck hurts.

i have never listened to music and had such horrible memories come back to me like i have the past couple of days ( Read more... )

i lost my fucking cell phone ( Read more... )

i hitched to asheville with kiki and jessica hall this week.
so, i won't be back in dc until friday evening.
but, i did get to drive an 18 wheeler.

so, i'm in debt to the state now 1500 dollars vs. 500 dollars.
i have a years worth of probation. where i most likely will have to take some awesome drug tests.
& 150 hours of community service.

all because i had a fucking headache at work..

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck that.

i started the morning stock shift at moms several days ago..
4am-10am.
now i never sleep & when i'm not bitching about how fucking utterly exhausted i am, i'm wired on coffee.[per usual.]
i need to see people so i don't waste my daylight hours sleeping.

so, let's get on the ball here.

so, here are the results of the red beards hair cutting.
( C.L.I.P )

hmm.
lastnight i got really bored so red beard & i decided that it would be a good idea to play hair cuttery.
now most of my head is pretty much 3/4 an inch long. haha.

good job us.

hardest thing ever:

waking up in the morning sitting between roommate #1 & roommate #2 watching & smelling the smoke float around the air from their cigarettes..

not being able to have one.
shhit.

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck this painful addiction.
my lungs are my only friends.

i was the last good thing about that part of town.