I relived that final message where she said she loved me but I broke her. She's a lying liar who lies. My ex said basically the same to me; one of the last things she said to me, via text message, was "I thought we were friends." Nah, friends don't hurt people like that.
And why do even lovely kind people make me feel like nothing? Just taking a guess, but I think because your abusers have taught you that lovely people have ulterior motives? It took me a long time to learn how to make friends again, because as soon as anyone acted nice to me, I wanted to know why. It's hard to unlearn.
I'm always here if you need to talk. ♥ You're always welcome to DM me; if I'm asleep or leading a class, I'll get back to you ASAP.
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She's a lying liar who lies. My ex said basically the same to me; one of the last things she said to me, via text message, was "I thought we were friends." Nah, friends don't hurt people like that.
And why do even lovely kind people make me feel like nothing?
Just taking a guess, but I think because your abusers have taught you that lovely people have ulterior motives? It took me a long time to learn how to make friends again, because as soon as anyone acted nice to me, I wanted to know why. It's hard to unlearn.
I'm always here if you need to talk. ♥ You're always welcome to DM me; if I'm asleep or leading a class, I'll get back to you ASAP.
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