There's really no other way to put it ( Read more... )

I don't know just who they think I am anymore ( Read more... )

Being aware of my body by moments of pain I'm just starting to block it all out as I feel that once again there just isn't enough time for anything and all I would really like is to clear my mind for a year. I'm in love without being interested in anyone and that is the sad delusional imagination of mine at work, creating solace where none exists ( Read more... )

Over the week I bought a MacBook off a friend and I've spent the past couple of days setting it up to my needs. It's so much better than my last computer in every way, needless to say that I am pleased ( Read more... )

The Summer is over- the moisture from the streets is disappearing. I had to scramble for a weekend to get a jacket, black bomber that comes up like a military coat. I don't see the sunset any more as it's moved over more south from my window, but I after meditation I watch the sky turn from black to blue in the mornings ( Read more... )

Life is so strange and so hard. I'm unhappy where I am, but am able to survive- unlike when I was in a place I liked and couldn't survive. I'm caught between hard decisions and unlimited potential. I'm being forced to chose someone else's livelihood over my own aspirations and I don't know how to follow my dreams without being selfish ( Read more... )

This September my birthday comes right after the monthly Buffalo Readings open mic at The Bowery Poetry Club and I'd like to celebrate it with everyone! Since I have no real plans I don't see why the open mic shouldn't be turned into a birthday party too so come out and celebrate the strangest life I've ever known ( Read more... )

I grew up living with my grandparents, my grandfather watched nothing but Spaghetti Westerns and I as a child watched them whether I wanted to or not- I simply had no choice, but to follow horse rides and chase scenes. I never caught the line about Sasparilla, except inside Bugs Bunny cartoons and slowly the lines of images and character depiction ( Read more... )

Cold concrete floors aren't made for Zazen ( Read more... )

I wake up and avoid your eyes ( Read more... )