en effet, c'est ma vie.

[rideupmyspine]

i've realized that i'm outgrowing a lot of the social phobias i had. i never had good friendships when i was little, but i didn't really understand what good friendships were and because i was so close to my mom then it was just bad, i was attracted to mussed people who took advantage of me. mom used me as a teddy bear you know, and gave me candy

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[be_original]

confessions to the internet.

[rideupmyspine]

to myself.

[photo_album]

what clarisse says comes right before my very favorite part in that book: "he saw himself in her eyes, suspended in two shining drops of bright water, himself dark and tiny, in fine detail, the lines about his mouth, everything there, as if her eyes were two miraculous bits of violet amber that might capture and hold him intact. her face, turned to him now, was fragile milk crystal..."

yes,
xo.

[rideupmyspine]

that section is such a pretty part of the book, i really enjoy it. i hadn't read it before i saw fahrenheit 911 as well so i didn't get the reference.

[the_air]

you're still wrong about boys and mystery. you acknowledged it earlier, but not here. so. for the record, fuck mystery. and fuck kiwis.