"......Lately, i've had this rushed feeling. Like constant impatience. I'm always hyper, but not necessarily enegertic hyper. More of an ancy "i cant sit still" hyper. Almost as if i'm in this challenge against time, and i'm waiting for the end when everything will resume back to normality. It's a strong anticipation thats grows stronger and ( Read more... )

so i'm selling my drumset. haha. i'm sure i actually thought i'd have time in my life to learn to play drums. it was a nice dream though.
so if anyone knows anyone who wants a drumset--then let me know. its in pretty good condition--especially for some cool kid who's just learning.
its red. its sunlite. hook it up nucca.

so saturday was the mud volleyball tournament. that was ridiculously fun....and then saturday afternoon i had to go out to Michaels to pick up 11 white teeshirts and a tyedue kit for a volleyball warm-ups. After that i went over Dayna's house, the freshman that i am in love with, probably because she reminds me so mcuh of me. haha. so taylor was ( Read more... )

so these last few days have been a lot of fun and for the most part exciting ( Read more... )

desperate for changing

starving for truth

i'm closer to where i started >>> chasing after you

i'm falling even more in love with you

letting go of all i've held onto

i'm standing here until you make me move

i'm hanging by a moment here with you

But you think its jsut a game. everytime you need me i'll be there. but its okay when you dont want ( Read more... )

so i guess i jsut have a lot of emotions at the moment. listening to the radio on the way home with savannah, i felt like it was talking to me. weird. like when every song that comes on fits your life perfectly...like its trying to give you advice. as if its all planned out and meant for you. yup..it was meant for me ( Read more... )

today is my cousin's 18th birthday. i would wish him happy birthday but the chances of him ever seeing this are close to zero. so i'm going to go ahead and skip that. plus he thinks he's badass anyway cuz he's 18. doesnt need any more glory ( Read more... )

so i havent updated lately only because my life is pretty mcuh consumed in volleyball and school and i barely have enough time to sleep. all i can say is that the beginning of tenth grade and two AP classes is comepletely overwhelming..but i'm sure thats jsut the inital shock of it all. hopefully, i'll adjsut sooner than later ( Read more... )

I Luv Mr Yummy: and omg i have something funny to tell you today at lunch for some reason you were the topic to talk about and people that i didnt even know knew you were like omg colleen is so cool me and her are tight and i was like right lol

haha. atleast i'm popular at bishop moore.

yeah. so school is back ( Read more... )