I wish I were there, and a few years closer to your age-I have always been in touch with my feelings moreso than most guys. Sometimes good, sometimes bad. The best of those was how I felt when I got to see Rachel Alexandra in person win the Haskell in convincing fashion with 2 of my best friends on a rain soaked day at Monmouth.
I love to share my feelings and others, too, good or bad-It's called being human, the only way that I know.