WHISES
Title : Whises
Author : Rien
Rating : PG -13
Genre : angst ^^
As I promised, I will back after my idol appeared on Live stage.
And NYC appared in MS with their Yuuki 100%.
Hyaa .. they're really heal the wounds for everyone. ^ ^
But when I realized why I lost so much passion, I was already falling ill and hospitalized for 2 days in hospital .. hahahaa
But now I'm pretty healthy. And really want to send this story to my friend who has a birthday in February. So, douzo ..
I want to see his smile ..
That's all there in my mind today ..
Yuri ..
His smile ..
And February ..
"Yamada!"
"Hi!"
"Come .."
"Ng?"
"Tomorrow's my birthday! Don’t tell me you forgot! "
-February 2 years ago,
"Where is it?"
"The quiet village in Yamagate .."
"Why did you have to go to a quiet place like that?"
He simply bowed his head, his bangs covering his beautiful eyes.
"You don’t need to protect me, Yuri!"
"I want to .."
"I don’t need!"
"But that's all I want .."
-February, this year-
-TARR! DORR! -
"Kyaaa!" The women ran frantically when the balloons burst and the trumpets blown make a noise.
"Why are you alone here? It's your best friend's birthday .. "
I just smiled at Takaki who came over and brought me a glass of orange juice.
He's an artist like me, in the same agency.
"Yama-chan! I leave a big piece of strawberry cake for you! "
"Thanks!"
"He's the best lady .."
I smiled more broadly.
"Go inside, Takaki .."
Takaki just ignored me, we both stared at the night sky from the balcony of this apartment.
"This February, certainly this month is hurt for you .."
-February, 1 year ago-
"Chinen Yuri?"
The old woman just looked at me puzzled.
"No one named like that stay in my house."
"What?"
"I'm just an old lady who lived alone in this quiet village."
"But .."
"That person would be giving the wrong address to you. Why are you looking for him? Do you want to collect the debt to him? "
"No! I'm looking for him because I love him .. "
-February, 2 years ago-
"Chinen can’t stay here .."
"NO! IF HE WAS FIRED! I'LL STOP BE ARTISTS! "
"Yamada!"
"I will stop .."
His voice quivered as he said it. Trying to defend me.
"Yuri! I SAID NO! "
"Ryosuke, please .."
"Why do you defend a maid like him?"
"He's not a maid, he was my assistant!"
That day, two years ago. For the first time I beat people, owner of the agency where I work ..
-February, 3 years ago-
"I will be appointed to be manager .."
"You who have made me become an artist .. surely you will get a benefit."
"Hahaha .."
"Oh, and this. Happy birthday .. "
"Kyaa! You remember! "
"It was a gift this year. If you're a woman you'd like. "
"Of course I am a woman!"
"You owe me strawberry cake, the biggest piece."
"Every year you will get the biggest .. Kyaa, I love this bracelet!"
"Sorry .."
"Ah, Chinen. You're here? Come .. "
He approached me with a his still doubt smile.
"He is Chinen yuri. From this day he is going to be your assistant, Yamada .. "
"Introduce me, I’m Chinen Yuri. Yoroshiku onegaishimasu! "
After that he looked at me, and smiled at me without hesitation.
At that moment I realized, it was the most beautiful smile I've ever seen in the world ..
-February, 2 years ago-
"Please, tell your boss not to fire him."
"You're also going to be fired for hitting boss! What exactly do you do? This is bad, do you forget it's my birthday, Yamada? "
Tears streamed down her cheeks, making me feel guilty destroying her beautiful face on her special day.
"I've loved him since the first day you were introduced him to me. I'm sorry .. I didn’t mean to ruin your birthday. "
I wiped tears from her eyes ..
"Why are you crying? Yuri don’t cry, though he must facing all this problem. "
"Because you're dating a man! And I'm a woman! "
"I'm sorry. Happy birthday .. "
Slowly my tears also flowed.
"If today is my birthday. I want Yuri stay by my side .. "
-February, 1 year ago-
"He's gone! He's gone! He is not in Yamagate! "
"Ng?"
"Takaki! He tricked me! He wasn’t in that village! "
"Yamada .."
"What?"
"Chinen wasn’t there .. and he was tricked .."
"What do you mean?!"
-February, 2 years ago-
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!"
"No. .. that .." with panic he took his clothes and tried to wear it. But his failed, his body trembling hard.
"I love him!"
"Yamada! Last week I've forgiven you when all the news on t.v. showing your photos kissing Chinen all over Japan! "
"But I love him!"
"I don’t want one of my artist gay! It could ruin my reputation! "
"I love him!"
"Ryosuke .."
-February, 1 year ago-
"That night, after he was fired .. he pretended to take a train to Yamagate. Actually, he's come back here, to my apartment .. "
I looked at Takaki's eyes, why in his eyes began to form tears?
"He said he wanted to stay here a day .."
"And then? What happened?! "
"He just stood on the balcony .."
Takaki pointed to his apartment balcony.
"And without my realizing, his body disappears really fast .."
"..."
I felt my heart stopped. My tears flowed freely ..
"Yamada, he jumps .."
-February, this year-
"I thought he was strong. Turns out he is weaker than a woman .. "
"No matter women or men. He was weak because he had understood the meaning of love .. he's in desperate need of love in his life. "
Takaki's voice sounded so soft in my ear ..
"What are you doing?"
"Ah, sorry to interrupt your party .."
I wiped my tears.
"Of course you're annoying! Who told you crying?! "
"Hey .. hey .. why are you crying too?"
"I knew that, celebrates my birthday in february this year is a bad idea. Borrowing Takaki apartment as a place to party is also a bad idea! And you stood on this balcony, where he fell was also a bad idea! "
"We will be out of here, soon .."
"This year there is no piece of cake for you, Yamada!"
"Heee! Why?! "
"Because it wasn’t you who's birthday, I'll beg for you .."
Me and Takaki just silent, staring at her closed eyes and muttering.
"Because it's my birthday.
Bring a beautiful miracle for me ..
God, I wish Yuri opened his eyes .. "
"..."
I was silent.
Wonders, shooting stars, or whatever magic ..
Please make her wish come true ..
-February 1 year ago-
"Yuri.. Yuri .. please .. please .."
I hugged him, asked him to open her eyes.
During this time when I together with him, always him who begging.
Please ..
He coma after falling from balcony ..
And have not passed out until today.
"Please .. don’t take him. I love him .. I promise to keep him .. "
Ryosuke ..
I want to hear his voice ..
-February this year-
-Trak..-
"What?"
Takaki looked at me puzzled who suddenly dropped my mobile phone.
"He realized .."
"Ah .."
"He's conscious!"
I hugged her tightly ..
Thank to her ..
Thank her for because her birthday in February ..
Grateful to her who have begged for me ..
Maybe, because this is february ..
Yuri, always praising February ..
He said this is beatiful month.
Happy Birthday ..
****
I dedicate this special gift for ladydalatis birthday ..
Happy birthday! Happy Birthday!
I know I'm very, very late. But better than nothing ..
I hope this is good, sorry for make this into angst. Please hear, I want to say from the deepest of my heart..
Happy birthday! ^ 3 ^
(Ah.. I’m happy just write dialogue like this conversation. It turns out I just realized. My ability to describe a situation in story is very bad. Actually I wanted to write more beautiful words, or described a place or character. But I failed due to poor my English . I realize it and become depressed .. ^ ^
So, please comment if you don’t like.. ^ 3 ^)