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i feel like i'm crying out for attention or something...

but, i'm really not...

i just don't want to deal with it all right now. i can't deal with these problems that my family is laying on me, that my friends are laying on me.
it's too much at once...

my head's gonna explode soon.
i need hugs...desperately...

Do you actually read my journal?

If you read me on a regular/semi regular basis, leave me a comment and let me know.

Then post this in your journal and find out who reads your journal....

i'm a bit down...

bad news from my father...and of course everyone overreacts, and drags me down with them...

drama with friendships and such..

waiting to hear back from my roommate...damnit check your e-mail ;-) heh.

yeah....oh well. i'm a little bit sick too..that can always do it...

i just had a four hour conversation with a fellow freshman in demarest.
he's smart, intelligent, fun to talk to...

we discussed so many different things...philospophy, books, condoms, mythology, ex's, demarest...basically everything.
and i had a lot of fun.

damn...this is going to be one fun year...

Happy 18th to Matt and Trish...

Laura...i miss you.
Happy 18th...

I hope, wherever you are, that you know we're all thinking of you today...
i have no idea what i believe anymore.
but...i hope she's happy. she was too spirited in life to not be the same way in death.

::hugs to Trish::
(who can't read this because she's down the shore...)

so...

there was one final sign today.

i met "the prom date"

he recognized me...from...ummm...the wake.

and said hi, and asked trish for my number and such...he wanted to hang out...

:-) nice guy.

final sign i suppose. now to decipher the meaning...i think it's a "live and be happy" kinda thing...

Ariel Kenan.

anyone have any ideas about this guy?

lol

(obviously no one will know him out of my lj friends...)

but...hmmm...i can't wait to hear back from him...i have no idea what to think of him yet...i hope he'll be nice..:-)

:-)

i will officially be in demarest next year.

hmm..

i'll be in room 118.

comments? small? big? adequate?
::shrugs::
i have no idea...

thanks!

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