Feeling a little lost and lonely in Amsterdam

"Why ( Read more... )

can't sleep. too nervous/exited

Tomorrow I leave Santa Cruz

I can't stop shaking

Recognized a girl from my childhood on kink.com. Do I message her letting her I know and support her/won't tell anyone? Or do I just pretend I don't know? If I keep attending events there, we may eventually run into each other.

One month from today I will be out of Santa Cruz, in Amsterdam, with no real place to live. Adventure is scary.

happy anniversary to walter and i
one year
my longest relationship yet
wooooow

I used to beat you with belts and now I just want to give you hugs and tell you every things going to be okay, even if it won't be. I'm sorry things fell through, but I still think of you and wish you the best, if that helps.

Making decisions ( Read more... )

I got into Humboldt

an option for my life