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rigalettogirl05

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Jun 06, 2005 10:02

well, for some reason...which i am blaming entirely on birth control pills...i fell extrememly insecure in my relationship all of the sudden. like as if he's tired of me, or maybe he wishes things were different between us. i don't know, but i'm having some major trust issues as well. this is the first time, in every relationship i've been in, that ( Read more... )

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angeliknymph June 6 2005, 16:11:30 UTC

Sweetie, I know how you feel. I've been there before, and I think I'm there again now. If you ever need to talk or anything, I am here. (It's Heather in case you forgot, lol.) But yeah, if you ever want to talk, call me. 703-822-1051. I may fail at my own love life, but I'm good at listening and giving advice to others. ^_^ I am here.

rigalettogirl05 June 6 2005, 16:46:48 UTC

thanx babe....love ya

Hmm... cmdr_mcneil June 6 2005, 16:15:59 UTC

These instances occur in every relationship. One begins to feel that things may go to hell. It tests the strength of such a bond, I am in no way tired of you or about to throw you to the wind. I feel somewhat unsure of things. Now granted you have been trying to do good with some of the information I have given you. But to be honest I would like the distribution of that info to stop, please. I'm not saying you're actively going around and trying to cuase trouble; and none has arisen as of late. But when I gave you highly personal info, I would appreciate that it not be spread around, even if for a good intention. I haven't said boo to Mike or anyone about the things that I have been told, and I would like the same from you. I WILL loosen up and accept who I am, which is why I'm posting this now to anyone who reads: If you haven't figured it out yet I have a sexual interest in balloons. It's something I grew up with and can't totally explain, I'm not a threat or a freak or anything like that. I've come to like this over the past ( ... )

Re: Hmm... rigalettogirl05 June 6 2005, 16:50:17 UTC

i see what your saying, but it's not like i tell these people everythingt, i've told three people, and i don't give them details, i simply say "he likes balloons" i don't go into detail, i wouldn't do that. and i only talk to the people i trust, which is already almost no one. i just feel like you think i'm telling these people everything, and what you do, and what i do, but i don't i just say....what would you do, if your boyfriend/girlfriend had a fetish as such...they didn't even pry as to what i meant they were very calm and understanding. i'm not going artound telling everyone i see everything you do with ballons and then laughing about you behind oyur back...i hope you don't think that. i just...grrr... i understand what you're saying...ttyl