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[right_as_rain]

Today started with (another) massive fight with Boy. I am trying to keep my rl whining to a minimum on here, but I am sad and afraid that this may be the end of my marriage, so if anyone has any spare good thoughts/prayers/hoodoo rituals to send my way they would be greatly appreciated. Things are bad, dudes, things are bad

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[thenyxie]

Well, things have certainly been bad--and I mean BAAAAAAAD--a number of times over the years between Dom and I. It all depends on your willingness to work together to get past problems, to try to each bend a little and reach a compromise. It CAN be done! Promise!

As for finding a good story that's not Wincest, I hear you. I was mainly a gen and het reader/writer before, and I started out the same way here. But then I realized... Sam/Dean is like, 80% of what's out there. And I thought, okay, well this one's only rated R and it's got some good plot, I can handle that. And then I was hooked like crack on the NC-17 good stuff and smack on the road to Hell. Never even SIP it, it's a gateway drug ;)

[right_as_rain]

It's the willingness and compromise part that's killing us. He doesn't think he should have to do anything other than pay most of the bills, and because he's working I should do everything else and everything he says (and work too). It's dumb and prehistoric--but we could probably even work on and get through that part. The real problem is that he won't touch me, for any reason, practically ever. I don't know how anyone can live like that and I am just about done. It makes me cry just thinking about it