oh if i could go back knowing what i know now, doing what i do now, and being who i am now.. i would be the happiest person alive. but somehow, even knowing i might not ever be able to break down this newly paved wall, i find peace and i find happiness, in the simplist exchange of words. i feel a slight warmth again. a dormant flame, deactivated ( Read more... )

Too often are the niceties of genuineness overlooked. People take advantage of generous hearts, seeing kindness as a weakness. It will turn to disdain.

Friday, July 28, 2006; Posted: 4:06 a.m. EDT (20:06 GMT)

NEW YORK, New York (AP) -- Panic in the morning as multiple explosions tore through the MYSPACE.com server center.Early this morning, multiple explosions rocked the MYSPACE.com center in New York. Police and FBI are still investigating the scene ( Read more... )

i think its time to hibernate

I bought a drawLLLLLing pad, I am pretty excited. It has been fun hanging out with everyone lately, it feels close to grade school and what not. Its nice when things look up, especially when youre down in the trough.

So many friendships being tested lately. Why does it seem like most are failing? Hm, try a little harder..

Can someone define what being a good friend means? Or what it takes to be even a friend? Tired of being pushed farther and farther away. Making effort towards turned backs. The only time of day recieved is coincidental encounters. Heh I try, and have a few who try back. And Ill be damned if you think Im the one pushing myself away, because I ( Read more... )

Decided to stop letting shit beat me up so much. Just have to get up after getting knocked down. After all, you cannot tell how much someone has changed if they have their head down all the time.

My heart -- a balloon, your soft lips begin to blow it up. Like a balloon begins to stretch when too much air enters its chamber, my heart begins to over exasperate as you flood it with feelings that were only present by assumption. The mind kicks the heart into overdrive, and slowly drains off what was thought to be the best time of my life. ( Read more... )

Sometimes you abandon everything you have for someone. Whether that "everything" be your time, your money, your family, or your friends. You lose sight of everything but the one thing you want. Let love be a gift, not a curse ( Read more... )