so things have been very crazy lately. We are currently moving this weekend, yes thats in like four days! I'm excited but yet I'm not, sometimes I just dunno what I'm doing or thinking. I guess thats just my personality or something. Today and yesterday were both very bad days. I'm just soooo out of feelings? does that make sense? I just don't have ( Read more... )

I'm so tired, Ian is still at our house, p.s. I Don't mind by the way, he's a good kid! AFI's new song is EFFING AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah......its good. So I finished my rough draft for this lame speech that I have to give, An over ten minute speech isn't that easy for me at all! Oh well, plus I have a HUGE project in CSI due in a ( Read more... )

I love taking back sunday, I hate drama. I hate liking boys. I wish I was a BEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahah just kiddin!!!!! anywho..I'm tired and stressed out sorta.......I guess. I got my permit FINALLY!

Wow, I must say I feel like crap. I've been having MAJOR mood swings! I'm happy then wayyyy sad! Errr okay I like this dumb stupid retarded boy...who sucks really bad. Sooo I dunno, it bums me out. anyways
xoxox
-me

Yea, sooo we're moving, for real this time.........and I'm scared. Oh yea and Joe the asshole came over...it made me cry....yea..and My mom made some comment that makes me think that she wants to date him.......AFFFFFFHHHFJ

I'm in school right now, just like the last entry. This time I'm on this really nice Dell laptop, it rocks and I wish I had one just like it! This weekend is punk rock prom, and frankly I can't wait! I'm so effing excited that I could pee my pants! I mean come on! Small Towns Burn A Little Slower!!!! Trophy Wife! errr spirit of 76 is that what they ( Read more... )

I'm at school and this is like.....one of the only websites the schools computers will let me go on. I'm not a hacker like chris wilson, sorry, no myspace during school! soooo Stuff is pretty crazy I saw my sister play a show this sunday and everyone was there! Even chad, and my dad.......wow. I think we might be moving soon to this house thats ( Read more... )

Its good to know that I'm not the first on your list, I'm the least important person to you. just leave me alone, I don't wanna be hurt anymore.

screw all of you selfish retards I effing hate you, all of you, you suck sooooooo bad. you think you know what its like to be me? you don't have any effing Idea, not even close, none of you care about me so SCREW YOU! I am soooooo done with all of you, what the hell are you thinking, you suck.

sometimes....it could be so easy going back to the person I was, I know its not good and I know....I won't so don't worry, but don't give up. I'll come around this time, I promise.