Ohmiya - Silent
Tittle : Silent
Pair : could be anyone x nino but I prefered Ohmiya
Rating : PG, Slight Angst, Character Death, un-beta
Diclaimer : Arashi own me not vice versa
Lenght : Drabble
Author Note : inspired by a Forensic Hat in my car and a long journey and a little bit of headache. this is un-beta but edited by lovely nino1711azuki
I open the door to my work place, it's not big and never crowded. Since I work as a forensic doctor, silence is my line of work and I have no care for my patient to reply me back.
There's a body that I need to check before I go home, this one just arrived near my off time. The police wants to bring it back as soon as possible, something related to future investigation or such (in the other word, i need to hold myself a bit longer to get back to home). Like always, I never pay any interest to what happened to the body that I'll check.
I read the paper from the police, 'John Doe from a gangster fight', I put the note down and face the white sheet covering the body. I open it slowly.
I think being in this line of work makes me loose my humanity side, because never once I feel sorry for the body in front of me, well I do feel it but it's just for the first time, the very first body I saw, then after that I just see them as something that I had to do, a duty, that's it.
However, when I open the sheet it gets me paralyzed, my hands stop moving and my world seems stopped.
For the first time since I work, I never feel this lost. I cannot progress what to do. Because in front of me now lying a body from the one who always smile at me whenever I return, the one who always be there for me whenever I need him, the one who brings back my humanity whenever I see him. Yet all I can do is staring at his face that look so calm and peaceful. It has no difference from the face which greet me every time I open my eyes every morning. Nonetheless, it looks paler than usual.
I open the sheet slowly, despite a bruised body which I thought I'd find, I meet his body as its shape, still flawless with no injures. The only different is the hole in his left chest, a silent proof from a bullet that passed through his body, a hole which set right where his heart is placed.
Part of my self feels a bit relieved because I know he did not die in vain. I put my hand on the hole, hoping to feel his heart beating, the heart beat that always make me calm, but then again I can only find cold flesh under my touch. The moment I realize it's over. I pull the white sheet back to its place.
Before it covers all over his body, I stroke his face, the face that I loved so much, and kiss his lips softly for the last time.
"Goodbye Kazunari, wait for me there".
I cover his body up and take the note back with me. I will take his body home whatever it takes. And I'll bury him next to my body. Because I refuse to live without him by my side.
-the end-
comment are very welcome.. <3
Pair : could be anyone x nino but I prefered Ohmiya
Rating : PG, Slight Angst, Character Death, un-beta
Diclaimer : Arashi own me not vice versa
Lenght : Drabble
Author Note : inspired by a Forensic Hat in my car and a long journey and a little bit of headache. this is un-beta but edited by lovely nino1711azuki
I open the door to my work place, it's not big and never crowded. Since I work as a forensic doctor, silence is my line of work and I have no care for my patient to reply me back.
There's a body that I need to check before I go home, this one just arrived near my off time. The police wants to bring it back as soon as possible, something related to future investigation or such (in the other word, i need to hold myself a bit longer to get back to home). Like always, I never pay any interest to what happened to the body that I'll check.
I read the paper from the police, 'John Doe from a gangster fight', I put the note down and face the white sheet covering the body. I open it slowly.
I think being in this line of work makes me loose my humanity side, because never once I feel sorry for the body in front of me, well I do feel it but it's just for the first time, the very first body I saw, then after that I just see them as something that I had to do, a duty, that's it.
However, when I open the sheet it gets me paralyzed, my hands stop moving and my world seems stopped.
For the first time since I work, I never feel this lost. I cannot progress what to do. Because in front of me now lying a body from the one who always smile at me whenever I return, the one who always be there for me whenever I need him, the one who brings back my humanity whenever I see him. Yet all I can do is staring at his face that look so calm and peaceful. It has no difference from the face which greet me every time I open my eyes every morning. Nonetheless, it looks paler than usual.
I open the sheet slowly, despite a bruised body which I thought I'd find, I meet his body as its shape, still flawless with no injures. The only different is the hole in his left chest, a silent proof from a bullet that passed through his body, a hole which set right where his heart is placed.
Part of my self feels a bit relieved because I know he did not die in vain. I put my hand on the hole, hoping to feel his heart beating, the heart beat that always make me calm, but then again I can only find cold flesh under my touch. The moment I realize it's over. I pull the white sheet back to its place.
Before it covers all over his body, I stroke his face, the face that I loved so much, and kiss his lips softly for the last time.
"Goodbye Kazunari, wait for me there".
I cover his body up and take the note back with me. I will take his body home whatever it takes. And I'll bury him next to my body. Because I refuse to live without him by my side.
-the end-
comment are very welcome.. <3