my life couldnt get any worse right now. for all of you at home, i may be there very soon, like within the next couple of days. sadly though, these aren't the circumstances that i want to come home to. Love you all, see you soon.

so we have our first meet tomorrow. im soooo excited, and nervous at the same time. I can't wait to see my parentals, i miss them so much. i have been talking to nick all day, and it makes me wish that i was back in the big co. i loved the way he just held me in his arms and didn't expect anything if i wasn't feeling like it. i want a boy like ( Read more... )

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3x 800 this morning

60x100 tonight

this is fucking bullshit

IM MOVING!!!!!

and i couldn't be more excited!!!

i might actually like college where i am moving to

"i may never know how it feels to stand beside you and take you hand when i need some direction. and i may never know what its like to see you smile back at me, and to know you'd be proud of me ( Read more... )

i want to go home

that is all i can say

they told me i couldn't do athletic training

so really im here for no reason except to swim

which by the way is kicking my ass left and right.

i only have one friend

and she is the only thing keeping me here

college is fun.

ive made lots of new friends.

the swim team is crazy partiers.

parties like every night.

its been an interesting first week.

hangovers suck complete ass.