Hey this entry is more normal then the rest hehe, yeah i didn't feel like makeing some weird shit bout a mask, but i got nothing to write sept i'm sleepy lol well bai for now update soon :)

I just want to be left alone to sob in my own self pitty ( Read more... )

Crazy ambitions obsess my mind, swirling in a void of emptyness yet hope shines past the crystal shards of ebony, shattering n'eath a dep dark surface unly to plumet 'neat icy waters creating a swirl of intoxicateing light of a yellow and green hue, I face a mirror to enrage the conflit with myself, gazeing into crystal blue orbs with a gray tint, ( Read more... )

Lifes confuseing, things play a role that makes no sense and i am caught in it's deadly embrace only to take the flames of hell head on yet the power of my smile keeps it at bay, my lack of disrespect for sorrow and greif keeps me going, keeping my frail body from being engulfed in the deadly embers, feet tred lightly, catious of what may come yet ( Read more... )

Whiped from my memory, or just pushed away to a secret place where no one can find it...things i wish to keep hidden...have a nice day ( Read more... )

Hmm MSN ish bein a bitch *kicks msn* ne ways, rar just went out had a cappachino and then some McDonalds bleh then drove about and other stuff wit sky whoopy, so bored i needa get out more but theres nothin ta do and no wheres to go so la, i'm a loser with no life ahahaha >.> yeah i don't got much to say and nothing i want people to know at the ( Read more... )

It's snowing out grrness lol yeah i hate snow it's icky bad mesa love summer..it's so warm ;-;, well another day of hell tomorrow, damn school *grumbles* i have been avoideing it alot lately, jigging being sick or what not i just don't want to go, i want to drop out but then what!? so i think i needa go see the concler before i do something stupid ( Read more... )

Hidden like other things *sigh* i just don't understand myself lately, hahaha anyways onto better things...YAY moo grr, i deleted old replaced with new stuff i wish not to keep going..

hey, just kickin back after a shower, chattin with andrew XD yeah he's ACTUALLY online heh...i'm so pathetic ;-; i got alot on my mind at the moment, mainly stuff i don't wish to say but i'm glade i get to talk to him cause it cheers me up a bit ya know? well laters, and night ^^ hehehe

yay i'm on the puter everyones home and i'm on woot woot woot lol, i got a needle today, ouch, arm still numb ;-; *sniffle* least i stayed in school, didn't go to class but thats not the point >.> , just wrote andrew an e-mail dunno if he'll read it or even write back if he does, but meh -.-; men are confusein...boys too *cough* oh well i think ( Read more... )