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[rillao_kun]

Ok, so yesterday I was supposed to go to the movie theater with Angel but something (that of course I can't tell) happened and he had to "fix" that lil problem. The thing is that I started to ask myself, Does he really care about me? or Does he really wants to have a serious relationship with me? That's when it kicked in... I can conform with what

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[chelseaskinbyrd]

So what happened?!??!

[rillao_kun]

Well, his car broke down and out of nowhere we got into a huge argument. We kindda said what we thought of each other, but then everytime he would say something mean (after of course I told him to go back to 1st grade so he could learn how to right correctly LOL)I would tell him how much I loved him. At the end he admited he loved me as well and even more and then to leave him alone LOL. I go WASTED!!!! And my friends called him to tell him I was driving on a very dangerous road and that I was still drunk, Lie I was already home sleeping, but he got worried and called me. I don't know were we stand but I know he loves me and if he doesn't fight for this until his last beath then his bad. I feel so fucking good and I have no reasons. It is because I know Im right and he's wrong LOL

[chelseaskinbyrd]

What was the fight about?? Just stupid shit or something important? Oh and when you reply hit the "Reply to this" button so it'll tell me :-P

[rillao_kun]

Well, yeah, I mean it is most misunderstanding stuff,and it is the same fight we have been avoiding for a couple of weeks now. Frankly I'm happy we had this one because we where able to say everything we wanted and didn't dared before. If we fix the problem or not it really doesn't matter. I just wanna get it over with you know? Get it out of the system so we can move over in the relationship or out. It is awesome how I do not feel bad at all. I'm so calm, I guess my slate is clean when it comes to this specific subject. I already said what I had to say and I'm happy about it. He haven't call but if he doesn't it is ok, I'm ok with it. I will not fuck my head because of a guy and becuase he's afraid. Fuck it, but it makes me extremly happy that I'm not upset, not even a little bit.

[chelseaskinbyrd]

Well I guess that's good. I'm guessing I know what your arguement was about?