What am I doing?
Had the sudden urge to post... Wow.
Finally did a bit of changes to my journal so that I will be 'motivated' to post. Usually I will put off doing things (cause I procrastinate too much) but I guess I don't really have anything to do lately.
Nah, that's not it. It is not that I have nothing to do. I just convince myself to go online instead of spending my time playing games on Hatsu. Have been playing KHBBS for the past 3 days and actually went 2 days without any proper meals. Lost 2kg. (lolwhat?) My days actually went like this for 2 days straight - Wake up, a quick shower, play, snack, play, sleep, wake up, play, shower, play, snack, sleep. On the 3rd day, woke up, shower, had a proper meal, play, sleep. I didn't even use the internet at all. (oh maybe I did, before I sleep)
Slept at about... 2-3 in the morning? and then wake up late. Strange thing is that I always wake up at the same time. Urgh, my body is not a morning type.
And screw it, I didn't find a job. orz
Regretting it so much cause my family is in a hectic cause I am still jobless and couldn't give my family money for the house and other stuffs (and yet here I am, online). *cries* Family problems, why must you suffocate me so much?! Oh wait, it won't be considered a problem if it DOES NOT GIVES US STRESS. Also, I have no money to buy the things that I want. *cries some more* Actually, I am using the internet to search for jobs but as usual I am always distracted.
So much for wanting to earn money and getting a PSVita and P4G. And oh, a new phone so that I can change mine to line/bill instead of top-up cards/credit.
But I don't really want line since I rarely text anyone or call (cause I don't have many friends, so I will save a lot by using top-up card) but if I don't get line, I cannot apply for a debit card. Cause apparently, half way through the process of applying for a debit card, I was told that I can't exactly apply cause my phone number is a recycled number (or whatever the shit).
I am not sure how to put it in words or explain, but whatever. What I do understand is that I need to apply for line/bill for my phone.
Urgh, I don't even know what I am talking about anymore. Internet is making me stress. I guess I should go and do Terra's story now...
And oh, I think Terra is... Kinda stupid and gullible cause... Firstly. WHO the hell would trust Hades, the Ruler of the Underworld?! I mean that is enough to prove that he is pure evil and CANNOT be trusted?
Plus, he has that "I am evil and cannot be trusted, bitch" face. *head desk*
Haha, but I still love Terra though. So I will just call him a funny guy instead of stupid. And oh, but I really love Ven. I feel like hugging him~ *pinches face* (and he is voiced by Uchiyama! *happy*)
But I am disappointed with the *almost non-existence, save for 1?* doujin of Terra x Ven. I mean, come on. Like as if their bromance (especially for Ven) isn't that 'in-your-face". lol. Or maybe it is just me.
But I guess fans like Ven x Sora. or maybe Terra x Aqua. Oh well, I think I love, Terra x Ven, Axel x Roxas, Riku x Sora.
(On another note, Roxas x Sora is kind of popular too.) I am not entirely sure since I am still a new fan but yea, nevermind. orz I love Roxas too but I guess it is my seiyuu-biased acting up. lol.
Also, I am extremely late into the fandom, go figure.
Damn. Long rant is long and boring.
Finally did a bit of changes to my journal so that I will be 'motivated' to post. Usually I will put off doing things (cause I procrastinate too much) but I guess I don't really have anything to do lately.
Nah, that's not it. It is not that I have nothing to do. I just convince myself to go online instead of spending my time playing games on Hatsu. Have been playing KHBBS for the past 3 days and actually went 2 days without any proper meals. Lost 2kg. (lolwhat?) My days actually went like this for 2 days straight - Wake up, a quick shower, play, snack, play, sleep, wake up, play, shower, play, snack, sleep. On the 3rd day, woke up, shower, had a proper meal, play, sleep. I didn't even use the internet at all. (oh maybe I did, before I sleep)
Slept at about... 2-3 in the morning? and then wake up late. Strange thing is that I always wake up at the same time. Urgh, my body is not a morning type.
And screw it, I didn't find a job. orz
Regretting it so much cause my family is in a hectic cause I am still jobless and couldn't give my family money for the house and other stuffs (and yet here I am, online). *cries* Family problems, why must you suffocate me so much?! Oh wait, it won't be considered a problem if it DOES NOT GIVES US STRESS. Also, I have no money to buy the things that I want. *cries some more* Actually, I am using the internet to search for jobs but as usual I am always distracted.
So much for wanting to earn money and getting a PSVita and P4G. And oh, a new phone so that I can change mine to line/bill instead of top-up cards/credit.
But I don't really want line since I rarely text anyone or call (cause I don't have many friends, so I will save a lot by using top-up card) but if I don't get line, I cannot apply for a debit card. Cause apparently, half way through the process of applying for a debit card, I was told that I can't exactly apply cause my phone number is a recycled number (or whatever the shit).
I am not sure how to put it in words or explain, but whatever. What I do understand is that I need to apply for line/bill for my phone.
Urgh, I don't even know what I am talking about anymore. Internet is making me stress. I guess I should go and do Terra's story now...
And oh, I think Terra is... Kinda stupid and gullible cause... Firstly. WHO the hell would trust Hades, the Ruler of the Underworld?! I mean that is enough to prove that he is pure evil and CANNOT be trusted?
Plus, he has that "I am evil and cannot be trusted, bitch" face. *head desk*
Haha, but I still love Terra though. So I will just call him a funny guy instead of stupid. And oh, but I really love Ven. I feel like hugging him~ *pinches face* (and he is voiced by Uchiyama! *happy*)
But I am disappointed with the *almost non-existence, save for 1?* doujin of Terra x Ven. I mean, come on. Like as if their bromance (especially for Ven) isn't that 'in-your-face". lol. Or maybe it is just me.
But I guess fans like Ven x Sora. or maybe Terra x Aqua. Oh well, I think I love, Terra x Ven, Axel x Roxas, Riku x Sora.
(On another note, Roxas x Sora is kind of popular too.) I am not entirely sure since I am still a new fan but yea, nevermind. orz I love Roxas too but I guess it is my seiyuu-biased acting up. lol.
Also, I am extremely late into the fandom, go figure.
Damn. Long rant is long and boring.