*pets comfortingly* im sorry your job sucks and the people you work with suck. if i could kick them from here, i would.
favorite fics, arashi wise: i like the AUs. i like the ones where Arashi isnt Arashi, but still find their way together. i like fic where they are all completely squishy and completely evil to each other.
Oh, it got worse after I posted this. Our summer party was today, a group outing to a Mariner's game that I helped organize. And when all the girls left me alone to ride with the doc running late and our boss, I finally broke down into tears in the bathroom.
Then when I came out (thinking I was composed) my boss took one look at me, asked what was wrong, and I burst into tears again.
I don't CRY.
I sort of got an explaination out as to what was happening. But...it's not like it's black and white. Or that there's anything she can do about it. Any intervention she tries to make is going to make Kelly even more cold and distant 'cause to her it will seem like I was taddling.
*sigh*
I did manage to have fun at the game. I stuck myself in the middle of the doctors and didn't have to interact with any of the girls really at all. Plus we won 5-0.
I'm sorry. :( It's really tough when someone comes and barges into your happy little space and makes it unbearable, and there's seemingly nothing you can do about it. :((( I really hope you get the teaching position but it's still not fair that you can't just be happy where you are now. ;__;
- flange5 mentioned the other day the awesomeness of a future where Aiba/Nino take over the world and I wish I could write fic because now I want it like burning. ^_^
- Um, I can't stop watching Ohmiya cuddles on Music Lovers. ♥__♥
I so know where you're coming from with the office stuff. Perhaps you could talk it over with your supervisor again? She/he might have some advice. Also I'd give the 2nd job people a gentle poke to remind them you need to know what's happening. 2 weeks is long enough. *hugs*
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favorite fics, arashi wise: i like the AUs. i like the ones where Arashi isnt Arashi, but still find their way together. i like fic where they are all completely squishy and completely evil to each other.
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Then when I came out (thinking I was composed) my boss took one look at me, asked what was wrong, and I burst into tears again.
I don't CRY.
I sort of got an explaination out as to what was happening. But...it's not like it's black and white. Or that there's anything she can do about it. Any intervention she tries to make is going to make Kelly even more cold and distant 'cause to her it will seem like I was taddling.
*sigh*
I did manage to have fun at the game. I stuck myself in the middle of the doctors and didn't have to interact with any of the girls really at all. Plus we won 5-0.
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- flange5 mentioned the other day the awesomeness of a future where Aiba/Nino take over the world and I wish I could write fic because now I want it like burning. ^_^
- Um, I can't stop watching Ohmiya cuddles on Music Lovers. ♥__♥
I hope you feel better soon. :)
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At least most of the time.
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*blows kisses* thank you!
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I don't really see how that's going to improve the situations though.
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