maybe it has something to do with current personal life? idk! i've been watching so many videos & having longings & stuff! i'm never like this!

here they are in order: (i'll add more as i think of them)

1 MICHAEL CERA

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i gotz my wisdom teeth out. shit, was EASY. i got there at 8am. i went in at 8:10. they put the iv in my that kind of hurt, but nowhere near as much as when i used to have to get these really painful shots in my face every two weeks, for a year after my car accident. i slept on & off until 5pm, which suxed. just because every time i would wake up ( Read more... )

i wish i hadn't gotten excited about spring break. i'm actually really upset.

once i threw a sleepover & no one came. i decorated my apartment & made cupcakes & bought a lot of beer & food. then i just got sadder & sadder as i sat there alone, then cried all night.

that's how always feel now. always. i don't even know what that feeling is!  it's just ( Read more... )

i am wasting my life ( Read more... )

i'll take yr "heartbroke" & i'll one up you a "your birthday present." i can't stop hating you & i don't think it's possible for me to ever love anyone else. at least not for a long fucking time. & yr new girlfriend looks like my sister & that is weird. & you can eat meat & not care about the state of the world together.

still i wonder how you are;
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WASSSSSUP LIVEJOURNAL.

here's my birthday wishlist:

ear gauges size 2 & 0 & wooden only
blank t-shirts form hobby lobby
diablo book series
shoes
clothes form american apparel
charger for my laptop, dell inspiron b120
ipod speakers
asian candy

ps. can anyone come up with a rap alias for me?

"i'm feelin' about as dumb of you lookz,
in the pictures in your mama' ( Read more... )

It's not that bad
Not worse than you thought
He'll always come back as the man you dropped
He'll never come back as the man you lovedi thought i'd at least like living in arlington, but i don't know anyone here. i don't have a job here. i need to hang out with annie more, but that situation is so strained. it just feels weird, because like six ( Read more... )

FIRST DAY OF CLASS, how i was dreading you! but it really wasn't that bad. i got here at 7:25am, which was way too early. patterns lab from 8-10:45am, but i worked until 11:55. then had tailoring lab from noon to 2:45, but worked until 3:30, then when back to the patterns lab to work until like 5 minutes ago. i'm glad i was able to get back into ( Read more... )

i've been pretty carefree. carefree means irresponsible, i think ( Read more... )

oh, i live at my uncle's house in arlington. a six year old lives here part time, too ( Read more... )