Alright, so I haven't written in a while because somebody likes to tell Davey the stuff I say in here, which is really cool since its my JOURNAL but anyhoo, I reall could care less now, because now its time to wash off the "STUPID" written across my forehead in permanent marker. Davey DOESN"T LIKE YOU ANYMORE, process that! Read the signs, if he ( Read more... )

Alright whoever fucking tells Davey what I write in here is really pissing me off, how about your a FUCKING DUMB JERK!

Well softball is started and i'm havin alot of fun. Practice isn't really bad i just hate it when I mess up and then I feel shitty. lol. Well who doesn't expect it anyways I tell myself. lol. And calin and emily and I have been goin to hit and I hope its gonna help me. But we have a scrimmage at commerce today. And boy situation always crazy. Davey ( Read more... )

I have been having so much fun lately. my mom is home and I'm lovin it. We have been getting along great. This week has been just great. Anyways, we went canoeing on Monday and that was fun. I forgot what we did on tues and wed. I think I had to work. And then on Thursday we went to Shadow Lake... drank a lil bit and then stayed the night over at ( Read more... )

It feels great to be the cool person not invited to the party. lol. Whatever. I hate how Davey is so wishy-washy! He can be cool and then he can get in a mood and it's like the "whatever" mood, the I don't care about anything you say I'm a jerk mood. And he went last night and said he had alotta fun. Who knows what happened w/him. I mean really, ( Read more... )

Well.... MY MOM IS HOME!:) It makes me happy! It makes me all sorts of things. The day she got back, I took her to Red Lobster and we did a lil shopping cause she needed some clothes that fit and then we got to her house and I got overwhelmed with emotion. And I think I had a panic attack. The crying, lightheadedness, and feeling like I was gonna ( Read more... )

I just got back from the lake and Ashley went up there w/me. She is so cool to talk to really. I haven't hung out w/her in so long and we just talked and talked about old times, funny stuff, and like Josh and Davey. I had allots of fun! And we didn't go w/the fam to see the fireworks so we stayed and took a few shots. Didn't really get us drunk but ( Read more... )

Last night I went to Taylor's birtday party and it was alotta fun. Davey was there and he barely ever talked to me at all. He can acnowledge every single one of my friends but its just too damn hard to talk to me. I don't think it could work if he can't do the "in public" thing. Thats just rude and I can't stand it. I noticed that also, Taylor didn ( Read more... )

I really don't understand how Mika makes so much more money than me!!!! What does she do different??!?! Today, we both worked 12-2 and she cashed out 57 and me 27. What is that??? It really pisses me off, I need to stop suckin or something. Well anyhoo... I am just sittin at my house waiting to go work again. IAN JUST EMAILED ME! YAY IM EXCITED. ok ( Read more... )

Lol... I guess I have definitley gone crazy and down the drain since I haven't been w/Davey. I have just been going to more and more parties. Lol. Isn't it ironic, you always do what your not supposed to. Anyways.... I went to aaron's Friday and Saturday and then I went camping on Sunday. On my dock in a tent. Lol we had ALOT of alcohol and I ( Read more... )