After a few phonecalls and a short cry I realize I am more fragile than I would like to admit ( Read more... )

I am really really really unhappy ( Read more... )

and here I am.
Brunswick, Maine.
Unfortunately, I have had little patience and even less time to enjoy it. It's okay.
I need to sleep in and be alone and...
I'll be back at Smith in four weeks. Whoa.
uhh....
I've been really irritable. Why is that?
I feel a little bit stuck.

I'm so tired it hurts. My whole body hurts. I'm hungry, my eyes ache, my ears ache, my feet ache ( Read more... )

I have dreams that people are calling me a slut and a whore ( Read more... )

The sad part is that I can't say, with absolute conviction, that anyone else has had a greater effect on my life. It's true that sometimes the bad is easier to measure than the good ( Read more... )

I keep bringing up this page and trying to write something, but I'm too distracted ( Read more... )

Smoking cigarettes still make me a little dizzy and make me feel like I'm high for thirty seconds. My body is so weird ( Read more... )

hey do you think I've changed since September?

I'm sort of making myself do this, but like.. why would you make yourself do this ( Read more... )