I'm alone, and I miss you.

I almost wish I had waited.

I don't know what's wrong with me... I'm doing things I never would have done before. I don't really understand where I'm taking myself right now, but it feels necessary to follow my impulses.

I'm so desensitized. Why is that?

I never asked for this.

I sit here in my lovely dorm room in Fordham University, and I think about how simple everything used to be. Don't you remember those days where choosing which crayon to color with was the hardest decision you made all day? Or maybe who to switch lunches with... were the cookies really worth it, or were the chips better? Everything seems so ( Read more... )

Is it possible to just fall out of love with someone?

I'm confused.

I was in need of a quiet space, which is the definition of my life lately... Just needing somewhere to escape to. It seems so easy to be invisible lately, yet I can't make the world invisible to me. Why not? Why is it not so easy for me to not see the world I'm in and those around me, yet so easy for the world to miss me? Maybe because the world is ( Read more... )

As I begin the college chronicles, I realize that bitching is the best opener to catch the eye of the reader. So I'm going to bitch, because I do it so well.

I'm getting fed up with being here and calling people from home.

Example 1: "Yeah... uh huh... real interesting... okay I have to go now." <-- Umm... hello? I'm the one that moved. I have a ( Read more... )

The College Chronicles.

Be there.

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...yet this isn't just ANY other closing ( Read more... )

I'm usually better than to let things get to me, but I'm having some real issues with life and stupid people ( Read more... )