o yes, this will be the last time i will be posting before i go off to school. damn i have to get up @4:30.. this will be interesting to wake up. but i will be in fitchburg next time i update.. soo leave some messages... BYE!!!!!

well, since i've gotten yelled at for not writing in my journal. i'll write in it now. i have like less than 2 days since this day is practically over. i wanna get outta melrose so fucking bad! im so sick of being here and thank god for NO MORE high school! ha just imagining being in another physics class or sitting thru another cooking class  ( Read more... )

last night trying to go to bed pretty much sucked. i kept on having a nightmares of my nana and grampie leaving me. yea i know.. weird.. but as most of you know i dont have anymore living grandparents left. it started from yesterday morning when i got to visit their graves with my mom and aunt. it was so hard to hold it in.. and so i just bursted ( Read more... )

All i want to do is go off to school. i wanna get outta melrose sooo bad! so bascially i have like 10 days left. today's my last day of work which means i will NEVER have to work there again, which sorta sucks in a way, cuz i have to get a new job in the summer. Maybe Toys R Us.. ha no.. you think i'd be working there by now. I should be finally ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.......not even a fucking cake! its great to be 18.... :(

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man... i havent been writing alot. and well i decided to. my dad got me red sox tickets for saturday night.. better seats than usual... 1st base line 2nd row.. o hell yes. danielle's coming with me since i told her i would bring her to a game with the tickets i get. these are better tickets than what i usually get. i wonder how we're getting there ( Read more... )

this day really has to end. i really hate today. i did notihng productive except driving my sister's ass around and buying two cds... Less Than Jake and Big D and the Kids Table. anyways the last couple of days at diana's have been really fun. playing truth or dare. and corrupting diana is always fun. so about today.. i hate today. its soo weird ( Read more... )

look at this site about nickelback.. soo true!

http://www.thewebshite.co.uk/nickelback.htm

so today sucked, didnt do too much. i got up and bascially wanted to cry most of the day and then my aunt, uncle and the cousins came back from maine to the hosue to pick up the car. then i decided to shower and get ready. i made my cousin lauren and myself some tuna fish sandwiches in which she loves now. but then my sister's friend had to come ( Read more... )