tonight was weird. my head is weird. my thoughts are driving me crazy. I need someone to quiet them and decide for me ( Read more... )

Today was not as lame as other days, which is by far an achievement, I think. finally got to spend some time with Amanda. recited poetry to Kym and got to sleep next to her again. "you're hypnotizing" sigh, what does *that* mean ( Read more... )

today, all my smiles are lies.

I hate the things I say and do. fuck me, with so many lessons surrounding my head like cartoon birds you 'd think I could do more than just acknowlede their existence and actually grab onto and learn one ( Read more... )

my entire 3 day weekend off of school was eaten whole by Kym. which is to say, I spent basically every minute of it with her, and it still sucked hardcore straight edge dick coming home. I hate what it is that people insist on calling home. I would feel much more contentment inside if only I didn't have to return here at all and could have just ( Read more... )

This whole Kym thing has me thinking too much about things I shouldn't be thinking about because they don't matter and hot damn I love run on sentences yeah ( Read more... )

Dear Balitmore ( Read more... )

I have no life. it fled with my last arrest, and I want it back, and I want it back NOW. goddamn. fuck a mother fucker who keeps me locked in ( Read more... )

I have hereby given in to the social handicap that is livejournal.

I shall rot in hell for this. if not for my shameful encounters with women.

that is all, class dismissed.