and i know there's words that we will never speak
and the questions can't be answered easily
but i want it to be easy

so nod your head if the plans have changed
shake it, love, if they stay the same
smile at me and i will stay
start to cry and ill go away
just please, don't leave me guessing.

sorry for being a constant dick.

hell week is... hell?
i need some sleep.

helpless,
hopeless,
making bad mistakes

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happy birthday. i love you.
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SO much shit to do
im always exhausted
we're always sad
i'm disappointing everyone
i'm disappointing myself.


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i am scared

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today i am happy.