today was really weird. beacuse c.k sent me an im on dontes s/n sayin ( Read more... )

yowza! ya today was well ya, nuthin fun. juss school. it was mix match day bc of homecoming week. i didnt participate. o well. i got my homecoming tickets. i got two of em for free tho, bc i forgot to pay and the lady didnt even realize it. i was like thats cool,i respect that ( Read more... )

this weekend was fun! i enjoyed it atleast. it took my mind off of alot of things, and people ( Read more... )

tonight is friday, so there for i am going to see a movie. i am gunna go see " friday night lights" or sumthin like that, i think thats whut its called. prolley guna see it with ( Read more... )

wow, im never gunna be able to move on. i screwed up so bad- way ta go amber!- not. it was really weird tho bc last night i had a dream about john, i dont remember much, cept, i was in my room on a laptop talking to people and reading stuff online also, and i got a call on my cell from him(john) and we were juss talking and he sed he was juss ( Read more... )

im getting really annoyed with perverted horny guys. but they seem to be everywhere. it seems 2 me that almost every guy out there wants ass from any girl, and will pretend 2 wanna get to know a chick so they kin get sum (hopefully) later on. ass holes...thats pathetic ( Read more... )

today was an alright day. im still a little upset. dunno how long this'll be. Like i told mike, i feel like a worthless piece of shit. apparently john's life is GREAT now, now that he doesnt have a girlfriend. kinda makes me wonder if i wasted my time, or if im still wasting my time thinking about him and what couldve been ( Read more... )

not so sure if i really wanna write in this thing anymore. today i raked the side of the back yard, with no one to help, if i remember correctly, i think i herd my MOM say she was gunna rake today too. did i see her ass out there? NO! my neck is killing me, and i was about to passout. amber didnt seem to see a bit of care in the parents faces at ( Read more... )

yay! i finally got my internet back! its so exciting!! my power never went out, but the internet did, and i missed a big wolf project in online ecology, i wonder how much my grade will go down ( Read more... )

amber is not so sure as to whut she should do.... so many things running throught her mind, mainly alot of "how- come" and " should i" kind of questions, shes askin herself, shes a confused person. then again she always is ( Read more... )