my jealousy...

[riotsnpikketsss]

this jealousy issue is like ... a war within me that i can't seem to win. it comes and goes, but when it comes it comes to stay. and i don't want it to. i just wish i felt more secure about things. like i feel a lot better about things now then before, but its not like perfectly gone. theres still the fact that you talk to me in riddles. you tell

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[teribeary]

It may be hard to get rid of the jealously... but you really shouldn't be. there should be no reason if he's done nothing wrong, or given u a real reason for the jealousy to be there. If he has, then u have every reason to be everyway u are, think everything you do.. but if nothing bad has ever happened.. just put urself in his shoes, especially if the situation is turned around. it could be hurtful and annoying for him.

hopefully you understand everything up there =/ ... ciao ciao! i love u!

i know wat you're saying...

[anonymous]

like.. ur right. i shouldn't be jealous. i don't want to be. theres a difference with me thinking that theres something going on, and just being jealous period. i mean, he really hasn't given me a reason to be jealous. but he did lie about seeing her before. and about spending time with her. and he talks about all his friends, but he fails to mention that he saw her at this, or that place, you know? its no biggg deal, its just me. its something i guess i have to work on and get over. but you're awesome for writing me ter, i really needed it. i love you!