Sooo Alex is going to be working out of state for a while so that means I will have lots of free time now to dedicate to reconnecting with people again. I have become such a hermit. I don't go to shows like i used to. I wanna be friends with everyone again. call me write me a letter send me messages anything just say hello ( Read more... )

Slowly but surely im moving up. Im making positive changes. im proud to say ive even put down the marijuana. the only thing i need to depend on is myself. im going to make it to the top you'll see.

So since I couldnt afford school this session my plan is to focus on getting a job. Im not gonna be doing too much photography right now. I had some jobs but i had to cancel them. My goal right now is to have a job by my birthday which is less then a month away. So if i dont have a job by my birthday then I dont want to do anything that day. No ( Read more... )

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as happy as i am, i'm miserable.

Even though I don't spend any time with my usual friends, I do get to spend time with the first person i can truly say I am in love with. He is my best friend and lover. I have never been so comfortable with a person in my life. This feeling is new and great. All the past crushes I have had do not add up to the love we share. And im serious when i ( Read more... )

i guess i succeeded in loosing friends no one calls me anymore. oh well maybe its my fault. well it is but i dont mind. Ive been taking care of buisness

i just dont know what to do, i cannot believe what i have found. everytime i think about it i get so sick to my stomach and i feel like collapsing. this has nothing to do with friends or any stupid insignificant bullshit drama we love to dwell on. its much deeper. i wouldnt even know how to talk about. i cant believe it but in the back of my mind i ( Read more... )

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i freaking love school! i found the perfect place to go and its so cheap and i get to print all the photos i want for free. ooooh ima make some things happen now. My brother just moved to Alaska but he'll be back in four months, Lately ive been pretty much keeping to myself but i miss everyone way to much! Anyways everyone who reads this hit me up ( Read more... )