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Well i havn't wrote in here in humm like EVER!! but for those of you who dont know..Ray and I did break up and humm ya its been quite werid! but i dont really have much that i want to type right now :( but i will be sure to type in this thing more often..now that my computer isn't being dumb anymore!!! Luv you guys!

XOXO

Lauren Marie!

HEY LOU!! ITS YOUR BEST FRIEND! JUST SAYING HELLO AND I WUV YOU!!!! :-) LOL BYE BYES!!!

"My Wonderful"

Time when I was down and out
No lovin in my life
This angel came and brought about
A meaning of so right
Took my dark and lonley days into the light
With his loving ways

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He's my wonderful
Everything a girl could want to love
And all I need
Yes he's my wonderful
He must have been sent from up above
Just for me

I gotta have him ( Read more... )

And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights I hate them
Lets start this again for real

Well tonight i have to go to work..it kinda sucks b/c i could have gone to the beach today but i gotta be at work at 4 and they weren't comming back before that..and i could have gone somewhere else too but would have been home late also..and i gotta work from 4-9 sooo..

How has everyone been? I haven't been writing in here much anymore..sorry..but ( Read more... )

WOW! Its been a while since i have last updated! i have been VERY busy latly! So i haven't been worried about updating this thing!

Well my past weekend was good besides aruging with Ray pretty much for the past couple weeks! Goodness! im so sick of it! I just dont know what to do?! I Love him SOO much..but i dont think he REALLY loves me! :(  ( Read more... )

Ray is on his way over RIGHT NOW!! Its about time we actually get to spend time together in about 2 weeks!!! GEZE!! thats just..CRAZY...So thats what i will be doing for my night..then prob going to sleep pretty early..b/c i work tomorrow and ya it will be a LONGG night!

So how is everyone been latly?! How come whenever you make a new friend and ( Read more... )

Hello everyone! How are yall on this wonderful chilly day?! Me pretty good..but my tummy hurts right now! Well everything with Ray and I is doing better..hopefully everything will be all better tomorrow whenever we hang out!! But im writing in here b/c i haven't wrote much..

Hey thanks to everyone that did the poll..wasn't many but hey thats okay! ( Read more... )

Nothing seems to be right now and days! Im just a waist! Nothing is good enough i cant do anything right?! How am i sopposed to know! I cant read minds!!! I just wish everything would be how it was in the beg! I wish everything would just jump up and get better! Why does it have to happen to me??? Im left here all alone just to think while everyone ( Read more... )

I miss him..I haven't been able to hang out or see him in a while! Its just been to long! I dont see how anyone could have a long distance realationship..He only lives not to far away and i still dont see him and it just SUCKS!! But the worst part of it..is he really doesn't wanna see me! What do you do?! All i can think about right now is him..all ( Read more... )