i might be getting that tattooed on my left side of my neck. idk.
next week.

there has been..
so much on my mide..
it seems like im so confused about everything..

i dont know.

i feel empty. do you ever feel like that?
no fun.

I've got nothing thats true. but the further I go....
I wanna go home..

I miss her more than anything.
I love her is much.

the end.

i feel like someone is just laughing at me. im trying and trying. and going nowhere. everything i do just has a bad ending.

everything seems wrong.
never going right.

i don't even know whats right anymore.
its about that time.

to smoke

im alone.

im hurting..

i hate myself.

ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i feel so empty. im stuck in the path that i created. i want out. i wish i could just close my eyes and start over. but its never going to happen. i dont know what to do.. i wish i could make everything perfect. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! im screaming inside with a happy smile. no one knows. i just dont know anymore

waiting.

i fucking hate it.

that's i do.
=/

i hate it.

4 more days!

Never felt so good. Woke up grab my phone. miss calls.. 4 new voice mails. Look at my texts. I don't remember texting at 5 in the morning haha. blah. wanna sleep more.