dont tell me cause it hurts.

Aug 15, 2005 23:13


Well Well Well.



3 of my best friends leave me Saturday.
(Kevin, Ang, & Bobby)
1 left me like 2 months ago.
I seriously am upset and don't know how to handle myself.
I have others its just like everyone is leaving me.
ahhh.blahhh.
From the 21st on; every weekend will be spent in Tally.
I leave Saturday at 5am and come home Sunday @ 12am.
Then I'll be there the 26th-28th.
Im pumped to visit my boys adn sis.

This summer I am moving to Tally and taking summer school classes at TCC.
Im kinda pumped. I can't handle Fake Mary or the drama much longer.
I kno we all go through this fase but dude its so bad.
I guess I was the " " bigger person in calling and ending it before it went farther.
but I still have enimies.
I guess I'll just take it one day at a time.
and people can get over things.

Im still totally confused on whats going on in the love section of my life.
I love him but there is no way I can. I am not allowed to in so many ways.
But we always end up in each others arms. What's ment to be will find its way
dshajkfhkjdashkjdsh!

Today I went to the mall with kim.
Then out to eat with Ang ((+ a lil myspace photoshoot.))
&& Cold Stone to visit Kevyy.
Then Bobby came over and we all watched Laguna.
Bobby knocked my front tooth out while we were wrestling
(not really but it felt like it)
& now since I am the youngest I have to go to bed because I have school.
GAY.

Tomorrow is Kevin & Alley Night.
One of the Lasts.
Im so sad. I love him & am going to Miss him.
BBFF.
Alley and Robert Day//Night is Thursday I believe
then Saturday. I Love himmmmm a lot a lot.
BFFFFF.



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