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Some days...
My onset neurological degeneration is more apparent than others. I sometimes can’t tell the difference between people I know. It’s been a weird thing over the years where a 1/3 of the people I see just look like people I have already have seen before. Ah well.
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I have come to the conclusion...
Well I knew this already for over the Saphris issue despite going through 4 doctors and being able to self diagnose and sled cure...
That seeking medical help is a waste of time when they don’t spend more than 15 minutes.
I’m just too busy to deal with peole who are too busy to listen and attempt to figure it out. Rather than hand waving.
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It’s strange but not...
The thing perhaps I realized I missed were those conversations. To feel better than I started going into and finding out stuff about myself I wasn’t aware of. Or I knew but wasn’t really conscious of.
But I suppose it’s been a while that I wasn’t made to feel mentally ill for being me.
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Today.
The gods are with me.
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For the first time I my life...
I had a subway car all to myself all the way to work.
I got to test out some physics theory. I wonder if SEPTA Camera operator was wondering what the hell I was doing.
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The fact...
The fact that the universe may no longer need me someday, no longer bothers me as much as it used to.
Perhaps I could have peace one way or another in that scenario.
But I have a strong intuition that my work may go on for quite some time before my services are no longer needed.
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Quote
(Not mine)
“Anyone who has a plan is anti social.”
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I remember you...
We fought the long war together. We were lovers but went our separate ways. But the long war never ends. We fight. We fight separately. Along with the dozen of our former allies. Perhaps we will meet again. The reality war continues.