i miss oliver from new york.
parties, drunkeness, pools, cops, santi's house, palm bay, wolfey, the compound, fights, nate, bullshit, confusion.

....yeah, that sums it up pretty well.

helene and i are stranded in satellite with no car and no ride home.
i can't find tabetha either.
but i may get to see chris from tampa, my old room mate, later.

[EDIT] i cant believe i let myself get away like this again. it's like before, im short of breath, i cant see straight, my hands are shaking my legs are tingly and im close to crying. i am. im biting my lip and i want to rip my hair out. i have that feeling in the pit of my stomach again, the one you get when youre on one of those cheesey carnival ( Read more... )

today was great, walked up to big cup and got a smoothie then took a cab to cbgb's. it was awesome. i was standing where so many great bands have been and performed. it is deffinately the highlight of my trip ( Read more... )

walked through times square and got a bunch of cool shirts. billabong new york, i <3 new york shirts for me tab and helene, mac stuff and a shirt from virgin that says pride with two girls kissning. cant wait to wear it in melbourne ( Read more... )

i'm in love.

and it's easy. and there are no head games.

and he is amazing.

honestly amazing and genuinely nice.

i'm in love.<3

go out to eat twice a day ( Read more... )

I'M IN NEW YORK WITH THE BEST, MOST IMPORTANT PERSON TO ME IN THE WORLD!!!!!!

it can't get any better then this.

back to orlando
a show with no shoes
stupid girls that dress up
i really like your shirt
"skate" session at their house
silly boys
driving a block to the gas station
sweet tea
waking up next to him
hips
no sex
back to sebastian

new york in 12 hours.

im smitten

sleep overs at mikes
fight with tabetha
no more jon
nate sleeping over
OE and my moms boyfriends beers
crazy ass lighthouse point kid and his kick ass brother kenny
pictures from a night i dont remember
flowy hair kid is a freak
micco to get helene
orlando to bitchass brian/justin/dericks house
punk rock's dead....punk rock sucks fuck all you ( Read more... )

went to jons with tabetha ( Read more... )