May 10, 2005 00:25
i want you to post anything you want.
a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, anything.
make sure you post anonymously.
i want hundreds. hundreds of thousands of secret anonymous things to read forever.
post more than once if you like.
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I feel like I've labeled myself so badly - geek, lesbian, bitch, whatever - that I don't know who I really am. Like, if I was to let myself go, I would just be something totally different. If I was somewhere else I would be totally different. If I knew different people. I feel like a mold, like people can change me with whatever they say.
I hate myself sometimes. I wish I could hurt myself. Just to see what cutting myself would feel like...if it could relieve me any. Like, terrible comparison, but when I squeeze a zit on my face, I get a feeling of pressure and it helps so much. The feeling of pressure from the pinch then the relief. I hit myself with my drumsticks before. I wish I could do more.
But I'm a chicken shit.
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