Why does it have to be like this...?

[rir_erik_hagbom]

I can't take it much longer... I need my friends now and right now, I need them to comfort me... don't ask why, I just do... When Im with them I feel happy and loved, but when Im without them, I just... I can't stand it! its like the whole world is against me and myself. If it wasn't for some of my friends, I may not be here right now... Haley is

Comments

[curiousshorty07]

You shouldn't have to change for anyone. If they don't like you the way you are then they should get over it. I don't think ANYONE should try to change how anyone else is. They should take a step back and realize that they probably have a lot of flaws that they need to fix before they even try to tell you to change.

[rir_erik_hagbom]

Well
I can't take it anymore, its like the world is against me... I mean David thought of me like I worshiped the devil and crap but I never did, I need to be with people @ this point who care for me... but there is no one

[soccergrl813]

yea i know i think about erik everytime i go pass the train place.

[rir_erik_hagbom]

me too, and it's very upsetting, I don't know what Im suppose to do anymore... :( it's like he is really here but, people don't wanna let us know

[smhsbtch22]

Jade it isnt that they want to change how you are when they say they want to chabge you they only mean that they want you to start eating and not c_ _ _ _ _ g cause they care for you and they dont want you to DIE!!! I dont want you to get mad at me for writtting that but its the truth and we love you!

[rir_erik_hagbom]

dude, talk to David, he is the one who wanted me to change... and it doesn't matter if I don't eat or not... and I haven't done either in a long time... *thinks* wait... nvm

Im not getting mad @ you for writing that...

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