SuJu 100 fics: 095. Drowning, surprise/surprise
Author: Risabet
Title: 095. Drowning, surprise/surprise
Word count: 436, fic count 004/100
Rating: G to PG-13, just in case
Disclaimer: I am in no way related to these people, only the story is mine
Summary: What if this was never meant to be?
My dear friend, please stop whatever you are doing and listen to my words, if only for a while. Hear me when I ask: what if this was never meant to be? What if we’re only stealing time without realizing it? Surely there will be a price to pay one day, don’t you think?
And yet here I am, once again. You have become my secret, an addiction, something I cannot bring myself to admit out loud, but allow my eyes to tell. I never was one to talk, you know that well enough. So I let you meet my gaze and somehow you understand; it’s not only looking I do, but breathing, feeling and living as well. And you only smile, as if this was alright. Please stop, I beg you. Don’t give me your acceptation, not that easily, because that will one day break what little self-control I still have left and then these crimes will no longer be ignored.
I cannot bring myself to remember the first time I saw you; to me you’ve always been here. What was there before you came? Where was I? And even more importantly, where did I think I was going? I haven’t got the faintest clue. You’ve become my path, my guiding light, the very journey of mine. Every morning you’re the first thing I see before I even open my eyes, every night I fall asleep only to dream of you.
The days we can’t be together tear me apart like nothing else. My heart longs to be by your side, my heart is forever wavering, but in the end my mind always tells me that it is better to be where I cannot be tempted. Sometimes I even feel I should run away, run until I can no longer move my feet, but what good would it be? The red string tying us together, binding our fates would only lead my steps right back to your doorstep, no matter how I’d try to hide.
Even if we never were meant for each other, our sins are bound to continue. Don’t tell me you haven’t noticed how I drown in those eyes of yours whenever it’s possible, and die a thousand small deaths each time. My only love, my-
Suddenly the bedroom door is swung open without a warning, the frames displaying Kibum like a piece of art, frozen, his face turned into mask of horror. For a moment he cannot move, cannot speak, cannot breathe.
Until he finally snaps back to life.
“Lee Sungmin, what are you doing to that pink bunny of yours?!”
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Notes: I AM SO SORRY! EXTRA SUPER SORRY! SUPER JUNIOR SORRY! This really did start out as a broody, serious thing and was supposed to have Kibum starring an entirely different role, but then, just the other night something went ‘click!’ and the ending came to me like a revelation. Ah, I really am rather ashamed of myself.
Title: 095. Drowning, surprise/surprise
Word count: 436, fic count 004/100
Rating: G to PG-13, just in case
Disclaimer: I am in no way related to these people, only the story is mine
Summary: What if this was never meant to be?
My dear friend, please stop whatever you are doing and listen to my words, if only for a while. Hear me when I ask: what if this was never meant to be? What if we’re only stealing time without realizing it? Surely there will be a price to pay one day, don’t you think?
And yet here I am, once again. You have become my secret, an addiction, something I cannot bring myself to admit out loud, but allow my eyes to tell. I never was one to talk, you know that well enough. So I let you meet my gaze and somehow you understand; it’s not only looking I do, but breathing, feeling and living as well. And you only smile, as if this was alright. Please stop, I beg you. Don’t give me your acceptation, not that easily, because that will one day break what little self-control I still have left and then these crimes will no longer be ignored.
I cannot bring myself to remember the first time I saw you; to me you’ve always been here. What was there before you came? Where was I? And even more importantly, where did I think I was going? I haven’t got the faintest clue. You’ve become my path, my guiding light, the very journey of mine. Every morning you’re the first thing I see before I even open my eyes, every night I fall asleep only to dream of you.
The days we can’t be together tear me apart like nothing else. My heart longs to be by your side, my heart is forever wavering, but in the end my mind always tells me that it is better to be where I cannot be tempted. Sometimes I even feel I should run away, run until I can no longer move my feet, but what good would it be? The red string tying us together, binding our fates would only lead my steps right back to your doorstep, no matter how I’d try to hide.
Even if we never were meant for each other, our sins are bound to continue. Don’t tell me you haven’t noticed how I drown in those eyes of yours whenever it’s possible, and die a thousand small deaths each time. My only love, my-
Suddenly the bedroom door is swung open without a warning, the frames displaying Kibum like a piece of art, frozen, his face turned into mask of horror. For a moment he cannot move, cannot speak, cannot breathe.
Until he finally snaps back to life.
“Lee Sungmin, what are you doing to that pink bunny of yours?!”
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Notes: I AM SO SORRY! EXTRA SUPER SORRY! SUPER JUNIOR SORRY! This really did start out as a broody, serious thing and was supposed to have Kibum starring an entirely different role, but then, just the other night something went ‘click!’ and the ending came to me like a revelation. Ah, I really am rather ashamed of myself.