tears roll down my cheecks is she going to bully me for the rest of my life.......this weight of insercurities clouds my mind.....not allowed to do anything i want or say held back till im dead. crying is the only answer secretly on my own. noone cares or hears my crys.

run run run thoughts....gotta catch one don't understand them.
old me seems so far away tryin a new finding a self.
i don't like sleep
i hate over-anylazing people.

nothing is goin to be the same

the path of self discovery is hard and trying to feel comfortable in your own skin is even harder. i dislike my boring job, and i am extremely busy and its kind of good but i have no time to look for things i have lost and rescue friendships i still want to keep.

this is rock bottom............itz lonely down here

learn how to play the game

my family is conspiring against me i want to leave

i think im having a nervous breakdown

i haven't updated in awhile......thinking about things missing the old days

i feel like im in a bubble that i don't want to be in..................nothing is ever going to get better only down hill from here:-( my momz makin me grow up way to fast and the pressure is really getting to me im still a teenager i need to have fun but im not allowed ( Read more... )