i dont know how much longer i can deal with rob......like honestly im in love with him but i dont know how much longer i can go on with things the way they are its hurting me ALOT :-/ ahhhhhhhhhhh and its hard to stop something with your best friend idk its all weird and confusing to being with ( Read more... )

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im so bad at updating this thing i really am oh well anyways....the concert was awesome to anyone who cares, but most of you prolly heard about it from me anyways. ummmmm since then all it seems i do again is work. gavin finally got fired thank goodness i was getting sick of covering his ass cause that was a pain and i HATED it...anyways ummm ( Read more... )

Thursday....depending on when i get up im either going straight to robs or going to my grams first all depends on when i feel like getting my ass out of bed and all that good stuff anyways.....CONCERT with Rob hehe VERY EXCITED....i think im picking lunch or maybe it will be dinner all depending on the time for rob and I cause i know what he likes ( Read more... )

where to begin wed. was awesome seeing rob all day was the best thing ever...ive never had so much fun just sitting around bull shitting, swimming and watching a movie...normally after like 2-3 hour date your bored of each other, rob and i were together a good 8 hours and i still wanted to be there and he wanted me there.....oh man anyways now i ( Read more... )

Happy 4th EVERYONE ( Read more... )

why the hell does it hurt so much....it shouldnt...theres no reason.....goodbye should have said it all....i dont know why it hurts right now but it does.......i wish someone understood me but nope....seems that not many do.....

so i ended up working on my day off yesterday and it basically sucked...cause i thought i was only going to be working 3 hours or so but ended up working a whole shift...and today im not even working photo they have me as a cashier...which is stupid cause ill end up working photo anyways cause chances are that gavin is prolly going to be late or ( Read more... )

i came to life the first time i felt his hand in mine ( Read more... )