It's a sad day when what you used to think were butterflies in your stomach feel more like anxiety.

Is that what it always felt like and I just found a new word for it?

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"You wanna play the game? It's like this: you play around, you have fun, you share secrets, you tell stories, you cry on each others shoulders, you hold hands, you think about forever. But you don't fall in love. Because the first one who does, loses."

Looking for Alaska... maybe?

Dearest ( Read more... )

1. Start with the simplest things ( Read more... )

1) Control the women, manipulate the men; but neither in a cruel way.
2) Always know more than anyone else.
3) Always be as discreet as possible.
4) Never cry at work.

My idol.

Every once in a while a shit ton of things make you think: YOU'RE DOING IT WRONG!

I'm happy people are happy, and I'm mostly happy with the decisions I've made. BUT if one more person gets engaged this summer I'm going to scream. In the famous words of Alexandre, "I DON'T WANT TO KNOW."

A huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. Michael has decided to come in August and continue to give this a try. I did not push or encourage either direction; this was a decision he had to make on his own and I'm so happy with his conclusion ( Read more... )

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Dear Boys II Men,

No one asked you to come in and throw a kink in my chain. Thank you for making me physically ill at work. Assholes.

Love,
Lauren

In other news, no more R&B for me for a while. At least not in public.