It appears to be time to take it easy. Finally a night to myself, and I find myself stressing over things I have to do tomorrow, and the next day. I don't have anytime to think about what the fuck is going on in my head. A mental battle. Guns, swords, axes, arrows... the whole bit. I wish it was easy ( Read more... )

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!

Have you ever had a day when you can't stop laughing, where your smile appears almost permanently on your face. Oddly, I had that monday night. Strange? The night after I thought it would all end. I lost myself in my tears, knowing I couldn't live without him, but feeling hopelessly lost in my sorrow. TRUST. I must learn once more. I almost lost it ( Read more... )

IT snowed today, I kicked ass in the play today, and you seem to think words speak louder than actions.
I will cry today, because of you. Your actions are a lot worse than your words. Your actions are full of emotions, your words are empty. I believe I am nearing the end of a chapter in my life. I learned a lot.

I have nooooooooooooooooooooo life!!!
I wake up, go to school, do homework for a couple of hours, go to rehearsal, come home at 12. I don't even remember what my house looks like in the day light. Fuck being busy. I am so over it.

My life is so busy it is hard to find time to take a breath. My life has consisted of school and either/or rushing straight to work (with hardly a bite to eat), or doing homework for a couple of hours and then rushing to rehearsal. I am supposed to be reading my book for my book report, but there is only so much I can read about egypt before my ( Read more... )

Alright... so my days lately have been pretty crazy... but I guess I should give you an update ( Read more... )

I am way past due... no one needs to remind me of that. I am sorry, and please accept it. Life: mom's bday, dinner, lack of electricity, school, offered part in play opening in two weeks, (exciting), kicking ass in petsmart training, saddened by election results, waiting for a miracle, gasping for breathe, letting go, refusing to let go, happy, ( Read more... )

So... Six Flags was a blast. Although the maze that all of us were looking forward to turned out to be the worst maze ever!!! But, then Sarah and I ended up going on the scariest one there... it was awesome. Goblins chased us through the whole maze. Another interesting part of the day was when Jason called. He was drunk off his ass. He left a ( Read more... )

I had my second day of training today. FUN! 91/2 hours of dogs.

I just finished reading the play we will be performing, I love it.

Six Flags is tomorrow. Somehow, for some people it takes 3-4 hours to get ready, making a trip to six flags unreasonable. Interesting.

What is even more interesting is that fact that it isn't a girl. It has ( Read more... )