goddamn shower! The other nite, I was getting ready to take a shower, and nuthin. I turned on the shower, and water just dripped out! so after paul tried to take the shower head off and didn't, i just took a bath. bathing is cool. But not when you start out dirty. i dont like the idea that i just ( i took another one right now, thats why im ( Read more... )

well yesterday was alright. paul and i just stayed in and lounged all day. we didn't go out or anything. it kinda bugs me that we didn't but i think about it, and it's so not a big deal ( Read more... )

Last nite was so much fun! I went to this strip clud called City Lights, and it was me and paul and our friends from work, and one of my girl friends. Anyway, we went and when we walked in we were all looking around like it was a little unglamorous, but after 3 drinks it was cool! lol. I got a lap dance! it was so much fun. It was really surreal ( Read more... )

i really do hate being broke. me and paul are struggling so bad. ever since we went on vacation we havent been able to get back on our feet. its ridiculous! i havent gotten anything xmas yet! this xmas is really gonna suck. im just glad that me and paul are sttill together. i really love him. him and our ritchie, lol ( Read more... )

i forgot what my last post was about. and i dont want to look back and see. damn. oh well ( Read more... )

well it's now my second day of vacation. And i'm gonna talk about my 1st day. it was cool. totally relaxing. Paul and me got to rockin' the ganja, like all day, and it was cool. we took a really relaxing bath, lol. i like baths. The first time that i took a bath here was on our anniversary in september. he made me a bath with rose petals and ( Read more... )

Last nite wasn't so bad. I begged the supervisor that was there till 1 am to let me go earlier, and i was acting all tired and yawning-really playing it up, and he let me go at 11pm. so it was cool. there was an actual upside, lol ( Read more... )

i have to go to work in and hour, and i'm sooooooooooo pissed off. i know my bitch of a boss gave me the 3-12 shift because shes getting back at me for not staying when she'd ask me and for calling in sick. i hate her so much, i wish that she gets ebola ( Read more... )

man, today was stressful. Paul and i havent been working as much as we should, and we got little checks, and we were trying so hard to find the money to make rent with. I was so stressed. We're trying to get a personal loan too, for 1,500. That was stressing me out too. We have to make a list now of all the bills that were trying to pay, so ( Read more... )

ugh, i feel so gross right now. I really think that i might be getting sick. i'm going out tomorrow nite! i can't be sick!! ::kicks and screams:: I feel even worse now, i just ate some clam chowder. I thought that i felt better. I DID feel better. Then i started to eat and...ugh...i felt gross. maybe it was all the crackers i put in it. i ( Read more... )