what a suprise, huh ( Read more... )

i'm not sure if i should have agreed to give ben another chance. he was sort of joking but he was serious at the same time. when we were talking about ruben the other nite, he asked me why i kept going back to him, and that i was selling myself short by even dealing with him and letting him hurt me. and then i told him that that was it, he ( Read more... )

so the other nite i went back to Tornino's. the only mistake that i made was inviting Ruben. I hadn't seen him for about 2 and a half months, and we've been talking on the phone for a while, and it's been good, and he's been sweet, and nice, and everything ( Read more... )

what the FUCK?? my inner child is old man winter???

that licks, but it does kinda make sense in a sad way.
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ok, so i wake up this morning with a phone call from Corina ( Read more... )

i went shopping today, and fuck, i spent so muich money today. well over 100 dollars. i spent about 160 bucks ( Read more... )

ben got mad at me about 2 weeks ago because i told him that he has "Tits ( Read more... )

ugh, so the other day, i was suppposed to do something with Ruben, and it was going to be me and Ruben and Jarrod (his friend) and Corina, (my friend). We all dated at one time and we were gonna have a little reunion of sorts ( Read more... )

i cant believe that i let him back in. hes such a waste of my time. good thing that i never saw him. we've been talking on the phone lately, and everything was good and i wanted to see him and stuff and maybe even start something up again. not a relationship but you know, maybe me and him could date or something ( Read more... )

so i went to a club last night ( Read more... )