rrrhhhhagrrrrghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[risque_rabbit]

damn. i dont know why, but lately the absolute shittiness of my life has had a bigger impact on my mood that usual. needless to say nathans more than fed up with hearing me bitch, and him being tired of my doesnt make me feel any better. i'm all fucked up, the other day i went to bed at 6 am, and woke up again at 9 pm. thats not right, i dont care

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[_fiver_]

to begin with ms. kass, i suggest that you watch, brothers of the head and wrist cutters, both indie movies that i enjoyed and i think you will to, you should read snuff by chuck palahnuik, (its about porn hello amazing) anything by augusten burroughs, cause hes a funny gay guy, (i suggest that you start with running with scissors but any of this shit will do) the bell jar by sylvia plath was a interstin read only cause she goes crazy, and set this house in order by matt ruff,
to make yourself feel better catch a showing of journy to the center of the earth and if its not in 3d pretend that it is, plus you can make alot of disny references,
and finally, everyone has a rough period of there life, sometimes you just have to roll up your jeans and wade through all the shit just so you can catch dry land,

and i know what you mean about hugs, and even though nathan is a absentee bf at least your not sooo screwed up that you continually push all the boys around you away

[queen_wednesday]

i didn't read all of it yet because i'm a bitch. also tired etc. but when io return to bellingham to find an apartment, consider yourself hugged, biotch.