sunday night you came over, and we stayed up talking until 2am. we talked about ponies and string games. sometimes i feel like we could talk forever ( Read more... )

walmart,
i'm sorry i was upset.
thankyou for making cheap synthetics that i can buy enough of to cover my room.
and in not so ugly colors.
my apologies.

walmart,
i hate you for putting price stickers in the middle of my fabric.
not only is this inconsiderate of the fabric and of myself,
it really doesn't make any sense whatsoever.
there is still sticker paper all over the place.

thanks a lot. for ruining my fabric. so nice of you.

and i'm going to panama.

too bad for my parents they don't know yet.

ohwell. i'm a grownup, and it's my money.

so my summer's going to be some bankwork and trying to avoid reality.
then it's solong U.S. of A.

woo. it's real now.

cinco de mayo: continually buzzed for about 10 hours ( Read more... )

i am so mad at everything, for no reason inparticular ( Read more... )

i woke up thirsty, and i got a lot of water ( Read more... )

inspite of my efforts i still feel like i am just floating around without purpose or reason ( Read more... )

my mom had her back/spine surgery yesterday morning. in the few minutes my dad and i talked, he said everything went well and there were no complications. today he talked with her for about 2 hours. tomorrow i might be able to call her ( Read more... )

was going to go to the beach today, but somebody was too sad to go and i couldn't cheer them up. this makes me feel inadequate ( Read more... )