Complete Update!

[rissa_08]

YESTERDAY

Comments

I never knew the heart breaking could make a sound... so beautiful and LOUD </3

[punk_daredevil]

First off your not "losing" me... i wouldnt just toss you to the side... i love you like none other... but im gonna call you out on stuff... cuz im sick of just sitting by watching you hurt yourself and other ppl... but from how i hear your valentines day went i guess you have made your choice????? ... i hope so ... well thats all i have to say ... hope you have a good time the rest of the break... cuz im sure the heck not :)... games ... work... so ya...

Re: I never knew the heart breaking could make a sound... so beautiful and LOUD </3

[punk_daredevil]

oh and the times that i seem like i dont want to be your friend are when you are talking about how "bad" things are... and when you talk about all the stuff you wish would happen like you just ending it all... i dont want ANY part in that... i dont want to hear about your suicidal thoughts ... or whatever... or your poems i mean most of them are DEPRESSING... i mean i know thats how you felt when you wrote them... but why the heck not write about HOPE and LOOKING FORWARD... you just look behind you and see the wreckage that life has caused... well its in the past LEAVE IT THERE... look ahead of you... see the sun through the smoke... seriously... thats why i act the way i do sometimes ... because you dwell on the bad and never hope for better or look at what isnt bad in your life... you make things sound way worse than they really are... maybe thats because its happening to you... i dont know... but i just dont want to hear about all the headaches or suicidal thought or what have you... you wont feel better until you decide to ...