well right now im at my grandma's on her slow stupid laptop.. but oh well..it kicked me off my e-mail so i was like ya..grrr.. so now im here being bored..and wishing i could go hang out with my friends.. ive been doing a lot of thinking lately about family..friends...love..everything ya know the usal stuff a teenager with uncontorable hormones ( Read more... )

today i found out that im losing all my friends i thought i had.. that im basiclly giving up on life.. why try when everyone who says they care doesnt.. ive trusted so much in randi that it hurts..she's seen me laugh she's seen me weep in pain..she's seem me sucidial..i've told her more thats happened to me than my own boyfriend..my own mother..my ( Read more... )

this poem is deep but i like it.. i feel good that i got it all out and everything i've been writing like crazy lately if you havent noticed..so there more to come ( Read more... )

I look upon the sky ( Read more... )

My Eyes could not shed another tear ( Read more... )

My body goes into shock ( Read more... )

One confused soul ( Read more... )

here's another poem its long and deep but oh well.. i feel like posting cuz im in a depressive mood.. and i cant decide on a title ehtier Last cry for help or Tears of Blood.. you guys give me a opinion ( Read more... )

poem for you im only posting this one i wrote it today in biology.. cuz im gansta ( Read more... )

well today i woke up *dang the luck* and got up and got ready for church..went watched carrie and andy practice i mean got the honnor of sitting in carries great glory!!!! bow down anywho.. uhhh then andy was saying how his carrie was gonna invite me over and all this crap.. so blah.. then i go out to eat with pastor andy kathy carrie and carrie.. ( Read more... )