i wrote some stuff a while ago when i was actually ok thought it was cool and decided to actually post some stuff soo... here goes.. tell me how you like people's ( Read more... )

Well there's not much to say cuz whenever i say how i feel it just seems to get me in trouble oh well.. i went on a lil family trip thing over the weekend and it was ok.. we stayed in st.joe and went a movie and shopping and such it was kinda fun..right now im just lonley tired cold and a lil sad and there's nothing to talk about.. oh well -rissa-

Its really over, i feel a little better. but i didnt get my answers he said he wanted me out of his life IM GONE!.. but was i ever really here?

it hurts but i feel like i can breathe again so..its ok.. im moving on for real this time and im gonna find me someone who actually cares about me as much as i would them... so bye everyone...

what do you do when no matter what you do no matter how hard you try its never good enough..no matter what your still stuck in that same rut of depression...im sick of feeling like this i need help. I have never admitted to that but i do i mean seriously look at me.. i cant do anything i cant feel my only escape is in a bad way.. its sad when you ( Read more... )

Darkness Consumes me ( Read more... )

well nothing happened today really it was PJ day for spirit week lol i wore superman underwear over my pants..and a spagetti strap shirt with the superman symbol on it to.. woo today was picture today to which was poorly planned but hey thats our school tommorow is float builing woot! im not gonna do anything yesh!.. tonight was bon fire powder ( Read more... )

ok well lets see the last few weeks..months..whatever have sucked in the next couple weeks things are prolly gonna get worse..the boys will have lived here for like a year the first of october..and its really beginning to get to me its like im never gonna have my life back..i love them to death and want the best for them and all that its just no ( Read more... )

By the time you realize how i feel ( Read more... )

wow life just keeps getting better and better dont it! woo.. cough hack not.. well ive felt rejection twice in the past two days..ive felt totally alone..cold scared and thought about things i shouldnt think about.. i end up crying myself to sleep like every night because it all just hurts to much..i feel like i cant do this anymore...what i want i ( Read more... )

We won our football game friday night yay! one of the players got hurt :( i sad he broke 2 ribs so ya..it was scary..thats the worst part of being part of the team seeing people get hurt and all that.. oh well i guess...anyways i think im the only girl besides randi that doesnt have a date to homecoming..oh well its just a stupid dance anyways..* ( Read more... )