( b-day meme )

All that, pre-holiday courage... Gone.

I have found it easier to just remain, back-seat, and let things happen the way they will. Maybe I'll muster it, close-up, but currently, I don't seem to have the energy.

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I told bluerosesoul(Tide), that I would go out and celebrate his 21st b-day last night, since he seemed kinda upset he didn't have anyone for ( Read more... )

mkay, my next update should be very interesting, i will be visiting my family for the next couple days... I'll be back the 28th ^_^

stay safe everyone!

ps. im turning off my phone and leaving it here, i got shafted for roaming on year, and not gonna let it happen again ^_^

hmm, just a quick update ( Read more... )

Wow... Where to start off ( Read more... )

Let's see... This week has been insane! I've been going out almost every night. It's really unlike me, and it feels really odd... I just want to spend quality time with a few people, but, due to scheduling issues, I may only get to spend an hour out. I'm not complaining, I just wish there are instances when time would stand still, and I can ( Read more... )

just got back from another fun outting with mach ^_^ ... but I'm really fucking tired right now, so I'm just gonna crash.

Hmm, Tuesday night I went to Media's to do the jogging thing again, Drew said he wanted to as well, so I was looking forward to it... Got there, waited a little while, when Drew got there we all kinda decided no one was up for jogging. We just sat around and talked for a little while, Media banged on his synth ^_^ he really has a talent for it ( Read more... )

Well, how to accurately describe this... I am still having trouble feeling happy or sad for an extended period of time, but I think I'm getting better at managing my outward appearance, to reflect how I should feel. Which is putting me in awkward positions on what I want out of a relationship. I'm really tired of typing this out over and over ( Read more... )

Okay, maybe im just a bit bitter over not knowing more than 3 songs that played tonight, but Saturday nights at ibar suck. I thought, I would at least know some of the songs that played, but no, I only really knew 3... Meaning, I could not get a good buzz going, and couldn't really get into dancing... Prolly a good thing, but we'll reserve ( Read more... )